Why Are You Doing NoFap?

yeah same as you, I have no motivation or drive to do fucking anything cause porn destoryed the reward center of my brain. Currently 108 days on hard mode and been in a flatline for the full 90 days. I have been noticing stronger erections in the morning recently though, still no fucking sex drive which is depressing. To be honest though I could give a less shit about sex, I just want my sexual energy back because that's what pushes people to hustle man, I miss hustling. I want to start making money but I have no motivation, I sleep 12 hours a day, like my body is giving up on me and I'm not gonna let that happen.

 

I do it because semen is a powerful life force and I don't want to waste it.

Also I like my happiness to depend only of me not an external source and PMO makes you an slave, I'm not a slave.

 

Can you explain your habits and routines to me?

 

dude what is hard mode?

 

thanks for telling me

 

My reason for rebooting started as a desire to follow the Bible and purge out my old ways. As I learned more about this addiction I realized that it may have been adding garbage into my entire life experience. Social anxiety/shyness & low self confidence were substantial obstacles for me. People used to give me a hard time for appearing shy, people would say I never talk, or don't know how to talk. At times I had some confidence depending on what I was doing but overall I just felt like I was missing something, I was never comfortable with myself. On top of this I felt like I had a hard heart, I could feel lust but not a lot of genuine love, I was a calm guy but then I would get these big bursts of anger sometimes. I just really felt broken. Most of these things appeared after I became a teen and I started to do PMO when I was 13.
If I can stop doing PMO then I can start behaving like a real believer and I can reverse all of these problems.

 

I am too. PIED

 

I am doing it because pmo has been such a time suck in my life. So much I could have done if I wasn't just spending my time on porn.

 

For me it’s a time suck; I don’t feel particularly good about the porn I was consuming; I wanted a deeper desire with my wife; I was using it as a distraction from anxiety; I want to be able to focus on the things that matter instead of focusing on porn and hiding my habit.

 

I wanna get rid of PIED and my death grip

 

How do you break it when you do?

 

This. All the things. In the moment, I struggle to stay connected to this though.

 

To get rid of porn induced fetishes and to clean my mind, so I don’t sexualize everything what I see anymore

 

I do nofap because it is part of a disease for me that keeps me from living my best, most fulfilling life and keeps me from being the man I want to be.

 

Cause i don't want nothing related of P or M in my brain again, i can't concentrate with those images rounding in my mind.
I was so many years with that, i want to change that aspect of my life, i am happy this site exists.