35 and Older Accountability Group

Checking in,

Struggling today to channel the urges, I have some time off work and find myself at my desk on pc for long periods and bringing back memories.

Gonna go for walk.

Have a great day @ all

 

Your journey of life into the forties has indeed started with a Bang!!

 

Checking in. Having some thoughts - not even urges. It's good to be able to acknowledge them and say that "I don't need to do that anymore." This has helped me to keep on going for a few weeks now, hope it continues to do so!

 

magvor congrats on 90+ - seems like you broke a record there! I am going to copy that milestones thing from your signature

 

Thanks guys! I'm feeling pretty good about things - got some fairly stressful challenges in life at the moment, but managing to keep a handle on everything.

Go for it! I'm pretty sure I stole it from someone else on here...

 

Short answer is I haven't been. Worked from home for a year due to the pandemic - never had so much porn so easy to access before.

The TS pics and videos get me going and I start searching out local escorts and fantasizing - dopamine overload.

Of course, then I orgasm and think it's a stupid idea - until the next urges arrive and I start over.

I used to look at TS porn in blocks - a few weeks, move to something else, come back to it. I'd probably use porn a couple of times per week and masturbate a few times without it.

Now it's like 90% of my porn and it's several times a day. The 10% non-TS stuff isn't moving in a good direction either which is why I re-visited this forum for the first time in ages.

 

I fought/am fighting through ha! Had a couple of close calls for sure.

 

Checking in, got about a week in. Still no urges to watch porn, slight urge to release but woke up and hit the gym! Good luck everyone, stay strong

 

Enjoying the GameStop stock show and investing, but also working more and providing for my family as a "distraction" from PMO (i.e. doing what I should be doing but gamifying it as necessary).

 

Thanks brother

 

TS stuff always grossed me out, but all P is its own brand of gross.

You can pair highest incentive we have (dopamine from sex) with anything and make it arrousing. Its all just P and you need to see P as P and nothing more. It has no special draw and treating it as a special thing means you already lost the 1st battle IMO.

 

Checking in. Had avoided any real tempting psubs until a few days ago when some swimsuit pictures popped up on google as I was looking for swim shorts. Threw me off for a few minutes, and in the days since have felt more tempted to go look for something. Staying strong though and resisting any temptation. I'm also interested to see how long it will take for that to die back down if I don't give it any oxygen.

 

Checking in

 

Day 5 and just minor thoughts, no urges. Balls are just starting to feel a little heavy though.

 

Happy Friday everyone. Weekends can be tough for us all, so be sure you have some good plans in place!

 

Have a good weekend and don't touch your weenies

 

Checking in...

 

Checking in far too early on a Saturday morning. 4:30am and my son, dog and cat were all piled on top of me ready to start the day. Ugh. So knowing that tiredness is one of my triggers I'm here to set the intention for the day--it will be a long one and I'm going to be a zombie by the end of it, so after kiddo goes to bed I'll be focusing on yoga, reading and getting myself to bed early as well. No computer. Happy saturday y'all.

 

Just checking in for another day free of P