[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

I've completed 8th days.

Noticed that social media and some sexual thought are big triggers. But I'm still too motivated to relapse.

I released several hours of my day, so, I'm enjoying my vacation and very focused on studying. I'm feeling really peoud of myself, and very confident!
"Relapsing is unbeliavable now!"

Keep strong boys!

 

38/90

 

day 1

 

Day 7

Keep going guys!

 

congrats man

 

Day 1

 

Day 26/90. Wife playing tennis today so I will have some down time to fill. Wish me luck.

 

Day 21
The date yesterday went OK, it was fun talking with her but I didn’t feel attracted to her. Plan for today is to do my workout and write a meal plan for the next week.

 

I love the celebration! Congrats!

Day 70/90. Overall a good day. Had a tough, kind of "argument" with my parents. But then went to a SA meeting, called buddies from my sex/porn recovery group in church just to talk through things, and eventually felt better and apologized to a few of my family members. It was hard, but even had a couple guys from my SA group reach out after as well. And went to bed much more peaceful. Loneliness thoughts came a few times while I was falling asleep, just really wanting one of my female friends to like me, but I'm doing okay now.

 

Day 15/90. My longest streak ever!

 

Day 0

Hey guys! I haven't been on here for a while. I've had some very good streaks but not made it to 90 days yet. I'm slipping back into a rut where I relapse about once a week now on the weekends. I've decided to try for 90 days again, this time very strict on things like porn subs and sexual fantasies. I've found that being lenient with sexy stuff on social media or even just letting myself fantasize is a recipe for failure since it gets the chemicals flowing.

The BIGGER issue I'm recognizing is that I don't have a great outlet for emotional pain. I've been doing really well with using working out as a STRESS reliever, but there are some situations in my life that are causing me a great deal of grieve and emotional pain. Obviously, dealing with those situations to fix them is one thing I need to do, but in the process I need consistent pain and grief release.

I'm curious: what do YOU guys do to deal with grief and emotional pain?

 

Last PMO was yesterday just before 10pm. On my way to completing first 24 hours and looking forward to day 90.

Have done this before reaching over 100 days once and reaching around 70 days earlier this year. 90 days almost coincides perfectly with the planned lifting of covid restrictions in the UK so nice to kind of align with that.

Good luck and looking forward to the journey.

 

Day 0/90

 

0/90

 

15/90 whoopwhoop

 

Day 3 chk in

 

Day 2
all fine

 

I am in day 0. I hadn’t watched lorn in years and watched soft core last night for about 30 minutes. I am glad I didn’t go all out on hardcore but I feel pretty crummy today. I had also been masturbating while thinking of my abusive ex which I know I need to stop doing. Looking foreword to going 90 days no PMO! Let’s do this!

 

Day 2 posting, but its been 4days.

 

your counter says 500+ days
and you got it!