The Jedi Temple (open)

1 day, youngling

 

Rank 0 Youngling @Marcus Aurelius

 

Checking in on Day 91, Jedi Council Member.

 

Day 3 Attempt 8, checking in. Nearly forgot.

 

Day 323 Jedi Grand Master

 

Day 7 and Day 8, checking in. Made it to Padawan!

 

Congratulations , I still remember the day when we were Jedi Masters. As I told you I´ve seen bad changes that happened because we lost our streak, but we can fight back, and try to recover it.

 

Day 0 youngling
Day 324 no PMO

 

OK didn't know I will, thank you

 

I agree, we will get back there. What I found interesting about this setback after 126 days is that I didn't regress as much mentality if that makes since. I can remember setbacks around 30, 53 and even 73 days where my brain would just turn to mush, self confidence and just not being a good place. It seems like these longer streaks are finally starting to clear out what they call the gray matter in the brain the comes from porn use. I'm finally starting to see a healing process. Just this fact alone makes want to surpass my record of 126 days, I'm going to do what every I need to do to get to that next level.

 

Days like that will happen, the important thing is to keep showing up and trying. Even though this is a struggle, we are better off than just giving up. I refuse to go down back in that rabbit hole of just casual use. It would destroy me.

 

Checkin in day 4 attempt 8.

 

2 days, youngling

 

Checking in on Day 92, Jedi Council Member.

 

Day 0 - Relapsed to P and M. I've decided to clean the path of P-use first, and allow M on this initial period (first 30 days) when feeling much tension. With time, I guess it can be cut out too.

 

Day 9, checking in.

 

Day 32 Jedi Knight
After 32 days of (intentional) semen retention I had sex with the gf today. The Chaser effect hit me like a truck as I expected. I did some pushups to relieve the urges and also decided to post in here to hold myself extra accountable. I will not give in. I will be done with and free from this addiction.
I've experienced brain fog after sex. In the future I will make sure to have sex at night/before bed to not have to deal with it. Hopefully it won't stick with me for days to come.

Marcus if you get the chance bump me up on the knights. Thanks in advance

 

Day 1 youngling
325 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Yo what's up I had covid about a week ago I recovered pretty quickly and I'm well now however I did fap last Tuesday really late at night and I remember waking up late the next morning and missing my whole Biology lecture. Then I remember when my parents asked me if I slept properly and I said yeah. Then they were like we heard noises in the night and honestly I had the worst wave of anxiety ever. I almost threw up, I was breathing heavy. I had to sit down for a minute or 2 and calm myself down. This is the effect of porn, it tore apart my state of mind in a split second. At least now I can update my day counter