The Lord of the Rings Challenge

daay 8

 

I relapsed today after reading a "NoFap" article (not on this site) full of triggers, I should not have read it especially since I've felt wavering in my school work these last few days and kinda depressed, so yeah, sorry to have let you (and me) down fellowship.

 

Checking in on Day 112.

 

Day 7 Check IN!!

 

How i can add description of my acc?
Like when i want to add im in Lotr challenge etc..

 

Daily checking.

I relapsed with only P, no M, but now I have mental fog. Time to be more discipline and build a new routine.

Great post, thanks for sharing.

Congrats!

St. Joseph, pray for us!

 

257 days the stairs of Cirith Ungol
331 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 110. Had an amazing run this morning which boosted my spirits. I'm going through some family stuff today which is adding to the emotional stress of the week. I am keeping my chin up and pushing through!

 

Checking in on Day 4

 

Click the "signature" button and you are able to edit through there

 

day 41
All the memories about pmo are vanished slowly,day to day , i am happy for that

 

Sunday

Very nominal post today. I saw friends last night and saw some family virtually today. I am going to church soon.

 

A bit overdue but Day 7 checking!

 

Day 335. Have a joyful palm Sunday!

 

Day 7
Im an Uruk-Hai @RiseToGreatness

 

Relapsed. Sorry Fellowship. Let a bad mood get the better of me. Fishing, then the inevitable. I have to get a better strategy to deal with my emotions.

 

It always hurts when it happens. Are you doing okay, man? I mean, you know, aside from the obvious.

But this isn't the end, your efforts were not in vain. You're better than you were before you started your last streak. Our Day Counters only tell part of the story.

 

Thank you brother ! I feel a bit better today ! Yesterday couldn't even walk much because of the weakness and sweating but today I managed to walk 6 miles( but slowly). I found out that illness affects not only body (~with aches) but and mind (with difficulty to concentrate, being easily distracted, quickly tired and lazy) and heart (by feeling apathy, depression and loneliness). It's really a blessing to have a healthy body and strong mind!
Watched two movies today. One-'AN INTERVIEW WITH GOD'2018 and another, old one 'Legion'. There was an interesting thought that-' What we ask for and what we really need might not be the same' and that- 'What we really need is more important'. ...and from the INTERVIEW-' Our faith is being tested every day throughout our lives...its like in a marriage the easiest part is to promise and to say I do, the hard part is to live by your promise.'

 

Hey brother, I think Eru Iluvatar has already forgiven you:
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise ( Psalm 51:17 )
It's like that when people are sorry for having done something wrong and sincerely intend don't do it anymore God forgives and your mind is at piece but when people brag and make fantastic promises God despises them.

 

Day 65