[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 46/90

 

1 day

 

nofap 2 days!

 

O Days. Any journey starts with the first step. I really want this 90 days. I want to be what I was made to be. PMO is getting in the way of that. I was recently given my main task in life. Be a music teacher. Late discovery but I did not know myself at all as a youngster. Nofap will help me do good at it. It is a long ways off. I won’t start school until probably January of next year. Then it will be 5 years of school. The longer I have gone the better. This is the first time I have had any sense of purpose. Just been drifting trying to figure out What God wants from me and trying to escape a career that was making me miserable. My brain needs to heal. I need 90 days.

 

Day 0

 

Day 0
- is it like if I slip of from habit it’s hard to get back on for whole day..it’s like whole day I think about and watch it..it’s like immunity I gave myself if I slip for that day then I’ve power to watch all day and then I think anyway I’m gonna never watch it again from tomorrow so what the hell I watch it all today then as a compensation I watch and masturbate more than normal...just want to share it..I’ll find solutions for this and reach that goal.

 

Day 6..

 

Day 3/90

 

Day 54

 

06/90. Keep moving forward!

 

51/90

 

Day 47/90

 

Day 4

 

Day 0

 

Day 4

Go after it even on the weekends!

 

Day 14

 

3/90

 

I’ve been in that same situation so many times. You got this!

 

Day 40/90. I’m starting to think “this is easy” and that’s usually when I slip. I have to find a way to keep in the fight so I can beat this forever. Gotta tell myself “THIS IS NOT EASY!!!!”

 

4:30 PM (3rd April)

• Slipped back on my YT habit but not in P habit.
• Now so I don’t feel good leaving whole day because of small slip up..I’ll try my best to come back whenever I’ll realise.
• I’m not gonna watch P (I’m still on No PMO)... I think for me YT is big challenge because that started whole thing.

So now let’s do this.
Baby steps before big jump.