The Jedi Temple (open)

Day 2, checking in.

 

Day 2 Attempt 13, carpe diem.

 

Checking in on Day 107, Jedi Council Member.

 

Day 9 - Padawan

 

3 days, youngling

 

Day 3, checking in.

 

Day 3 attempt 13, let's get it.

 

Checking in on Day 108, Jedi Council Member.

 

Day 48 checking in, Jedi Knight

 

Came clean to my family I'm gonna now be honest with them so I can succeed in this journey.

 

Checking in on Day 7 Padawan.

As Hondo says, "Speak softly and drive a big tank".

 

Day 10 - Padawan

 

4 days, youngling

 

Day 4, checking in.

 

Day 4 Attempt 13, checking in.

 

Checking in on Day 109, Jedi Council Member.

 

So far I've been completely clean in April 2021. I'm on a 12 day streak with no peeks or PMO. I jut got back home after doing some careful traveling. A younger version of me probably would have at least slipped up or relapsed while traveling but I was lucky to be with close friends and family during this most recent trip. I have to admit I was slightly tempted to stop at a few adult video stores along the interstate. There was a possibility that I would have to get a hotel room on the drive back and I was concerned I would relapse but thankfully I pushed through and kept clean.

I also recently got a covid vaccine so that has done a great deal to put my mind at ease. Hopefully this positive momentum will help me reach 40 days clean again with minimal slip-ups. I need to remember to be balanced about slip-ups and not be too permissive with myself but also not mentally kick myself if a brief peek or edge happens.

I'm excited and cautiously optimistic to see life get a little closer to "normal". My out-of-town friends & family and I are carefully making more travel plans. In the meantime, I'm going to keep exercising, working on grad school stuff, and try to safely hangout with friends more often. Thanks for reading.

 

Rank 0 - yesterday
Rank 1 - Today

 

Day 1 attempt 14, trying this again.

 

Day 11 - Padawan