The Batman Challenge - Can You Get Rid of a Bomb?

Today I relapsed..consider me from scratch.

 

So far I've been completely clean in April 2021. I'm on a 12 day streak with no peeks or PMO. I jut got back home after doing some careful traveling. A younger version of me probably would have at least slipped up or relapsed while traveling but I was lucky to be with close friends and family during this most recent trip. I have to admit I was slightly tempted to stop at a few adult video stores along the interstate. There was a possibility that I would have to get a hotel room on the drive back and I was concerned I would relapse but thankfully I pushed through and kept clean.

I also recently got a covid vaccine so that has done a great deal to put my mind at ease. Hopefully this positive momentum will help me reach 40 days clean again with minimal slip-ups. I need to remember to be balanced about slip-ups and not be too permissive with myself but also not mentally kick myself if a brief peek or edge happens.

I'm excited and cautiously optimistic to see life get a little closer to "normal". My out-of-town friends & family and I are carefully making more travel plans. In the meantime, I'm going to keep exercising, working on grad school stuff, and try to safely hangout with friends more often. Thanks for reading.

 

day 0

 

Day 2

 

I'm in. Add me to this challenge @Batty Belfry

 

That's badass

 

Also day 1

 

Shit I just realized I'm on day 3

 

Day 2 has started

 

Unfortunately I relapsed

 

Day 4

 

Thank you for the words of encouragement

My last relapse was a couple days ago, but I've learned a lot about myself during this process.

As for everyone else, please remember that this will take time, and we will make mistakes, but eventually the mistakes we make will lead us to better strategies until we exchange the negative habits within us into positive ones.

We can do this!

 

Day 3 started.

 

Day 5 & 6

 

Day 4 started

 

Day 1 started

 

I'm not going to be in the forum for a week I have a lot of hw.

 

Day 2

 

Day 6 started