No PMO April

I’ve always been checking out this cool car I want to buy for years. I don’t know if this if a problem but I can’t stop looking at the pictures and checking the price for years now but I don’t even have the money yet.

 

My goal for the next 7 days will be “self control”. I’m trying my best to be mindful and I pray I learn that so I can succeed and think success only even when I’m down. I want to stay mindful and in control so I know hat next to do.

this is Day 1 for me in my day 17 NO PMO.

 

Streak on Streaks

 

So it’s my 18th day, I just checked my counter. I’m happy for myself. Now I feel like the only reward I need right now is that which I get from working hard.

as for the sexual thoughts, I smile when they creep in and I shut it.

Do I urge to watch porn, I don’t

do I urge to peek pictures of naked girls, no I don’t.

Do get arouse when I see pictures of pretty girls on social media (even half naked pretty girls), no I don’t anymore.


IM BEEN MINDFUL SO I CAN ALSO FOCUS ON WORK ALL DAY ALL NIGHT EVEN WHEN I WAKE UP. I WANT TO THINK OF JUST WORK AND HOW TO GET BETTER AT IT EVERYDAY.


I WANT TO ELIMINATE SEXUAL FANTASIES. IT MAKES ME WANT TO HAVE SEX AND I KNOW DEEP DOWN I DONT NEED SEX RIGHT NOW.


I’m in control guys. 18 days No PMO HARD MODE.

 

Stuffs that comes out of genital during arousal ( I don’t know if it’s called precccum) but I saw them on me when I was playing with my girl. Does that mean I relapsed? I think the brain stimulation was too much. The fact that I couldn’t wait to have sex

 

NoFap is great. I’m able to set streaks.

my new goals from the next 20 days:

I do not want to stimulate my mind with sexual thoughts.

the only stimulation and reward I need right now should be work related.

 

For 25 days I didn’t Peek P, M to P, M for O. I O’d only with making love with my girlfriend even though sometimes I do it for of it.


I’m going to reset my counter not cos I PMO but cos I’ve been having sex I really didn’t want to have not cos I didn’t enjoy them but cos I have other things to worry about and sex is too much stress right now and a big time distraction.

I need to channel this energy into my work. When I think of sex while working I feel exhausted, sometimes I go deep in the thoughts (I don’t like when I do that and I’m trying to stay mindful) and sometimes I feel dizzy and tired of the whole day, meanwhile I have serious work at hand. You see guys, I really don’t want much all I want is to think about the next plan and not having sex with somebody.

 

It was a success. I didn’t fab through out the month of April.


I still feel like having sex cos I had Sex a couple of times during my 30 days streak.

I think I’m brain is mistaking everything for me trying to seek quick pressure and ejaculation.


I’m trying to go 30 days semen retention. It’s been difficult cos of my desires and the way I think.

I’ll try again. Happy new month everyone