THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

I will

 

Day 23 check-in (Attempt 4) - Elite warrior

 

Day 3 Attempt 17, feeling rather doozy here.

 

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Day 0. First daily check-in . Guys, let's do this!

 

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@nicoxyz99 Welcome to the challenge! Wish you the best! You can do it!

 

Day 237. Numbers are slowly ticking away. Patiently waiting. Wish everyone a good healing day!

 

Day 15, Elite Warrior!!!!

This is getting harder, but I know I can do this

 

Three days down!
This time grave consequences in case of relapse. I'm aiming for 30 days now.

I'll quit. I'm in the process of quitting. I don't allow myself anymore to push the button of stupid repetition and self-defeat.

It's not that I ignore possibility of relapses in the future. But a single re-lapse and entertaining the addiction are two different things. I need to change. I'm no longer tolerating this part of me.

Bad thoughts and feelings, urges, reminiscences, loneliness, melancholy and procrastination - whatever! These are no reasons to crush my selfworth completely and do PMO! Tired, under pressure, drunk? Fuck it! I'm not going to do it.
I want to become a quitter 24/7 - even in my dreams.

And if have to say to myself a million times "no, I'm not using. I'm quitting. I'm quitting porn and I'm no longer user" !

Following some advice, I'll start counting any occuring relapse, every occasions of P or PMO, from now on.

 

Today a relapsed and realised that this is not what I need and I came here it's time that I show the world the power of true super saiyan

 

Dash! That was quite an emotional post. From my experience, that doesn't put me in a safe zone. But the truth is I feel some unrest and I thought about releasing pressure by masturbation. That would be allowed, I don't count that at the moment. But while writing my last post I changed my mind.
Do I really need to do that? Why not face the situation at hand and deal with it. Do I really wanna masturbate at broad daylight? I don't think so!

Now this is some m*f*cking good mindset! I'll be back soon!
Have a good time y'all!

 

I would suggest David Burn's work in particular "Feeling Good" or the newer "Feeling Great".
It's CBT exercises to help yourself out of your depression.
It helped me a lot when I was going through it.

 

I have noticed that it's harder for me to get aroused and be hard recently.
All this time suffering from this addiction I could get hard very fast (usually to P thoughts though, which is very bad).
I can't explain it but I feel that changes have happened and are happening to my brain, I believe for the better.
Maybe I am going through some type of flatline, I don't know.
If it is a flatline, I'll try to be patient and stoic through it, while educating myself to know what to expect.

 

355 days no PMO, semen retention
Ten days left for the year baby

 

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Day 24 check-in (Attempt 4) - Elite warrior