[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 29/30.

 

Day 14 completed.

 

Checking in, day 14/30. Proceed to day 15.

 

Only 6 days far from 30 days....God help us all! lets win this battle together

 

Day 0, FUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk

 

Day 21.
I keep reminding myself that porn isn't real life. It's just a pixelated image and video. The fact that I got a boner over a pixelated image and video is already f**ked up.

 

Day 18.

I really want to win this time. Leave no space for failure!

 

Day 0

 

2/30

 

Day 8/30

 

Day 21. Getting an increased sense of self awareness through abstinence. I can see what people mean when they say masturbation gives you brain fog.

 

Day 7

 

Clean April so far.

 

Day 30/30. All done.

 

Congratulations on finishing the challenge! Keep going!

 

Starting Day 2. Because I'm going from late at night, i typically end each day before each new 24hrs clean. I think i may be passing twice a day. I love the sort this community gives me.

 

6/30
A day that started well but ended with me feeling so downcast and rejected. My girlfriend was resentful over something wrong I did last weekend which I was not even aware of and rejected my advances towards her today. She made me feel like trash. I feel so much shame. However, I am not going to let it be an excuse to watch porn. I feel like escaping or the ground just swallowing me up. I will just listen to some meditative music.

 

2

 

Day 22.
Extreme urges hitting me for hours. But no matter what, I will keep going.