Welp you guys were right getting away from porn is hard.

Hello everyone.

It is with all the shame in the world that I announce that for the first time since December 2021 I have watched porn... twice or three times I forget. Whatever the count is I need to stop so I stop living with the shame and guilt of watching porn.

I fully admit that in saying that I still want to watch porn.

However, no for the sake of the women (I am 100% straight - for people in the LGBGTQ community be yourselves and love who you want), for the sake of my own will being, for the sake of the fact that I always feel like a criminal no I have to figure out how to give it up forever. I just don't know how.

I guess I'm gonna start by posting here daily again that should help.

My life goal is to be at peace and to be ambitious. Not watching porn is how I can take one step closer to being at peace with myself simply by doing the right thing.

Being ambitious is obviously setting goals and doing them.

Also I started a daily meditation routine again. I don't know how to do it really but whatever its something.

Ok back to the journey of not watching porn, finding a sense of inner peace, finding self-confidence, finding a purpose and just moving forward in a good ethical way.

 

I hear you!

But more importantly that picture of Arnold is golden!

 

Hey thats a great idea man - if I remember I'm going to look for them in my local book store.