The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 6
I am uruk Hai after a long time.
Also I am really keeping up with my prayers.
That's really good thing for me
Day 0-5 I experienced heightened anxiety which I believe was a withdrawal symptoms also I experienced insomnia for past two days.
I wasn't able to stop getting anxious.
I had an issue going on with my personal life and I amplified that anxious situation..
Now all thanks to God I have nothing to be anxious about.
I again want to start doing meditation these days..
So I am Starting the habit from practicing deep breathing and square breathing techniques (2 days in a row.)
Also yesterday I listen to binaural theta waves kinda got a brain massage and I really liked that.

Cut of the last and the most toxic person from my life completely hopefully.
I messaged him to never contact me ever again. and I reapply hope and pray he remains out of my life for ever

There is only one way to go and that's up from now onwards

 

Day 370.

 

Just fought off an urge.

 

Checking in Day 16

 

Lotr is a great theme for a challenge. What could also be useful in role-play is that the Fellowship took off from Rivendell on Dec 25 and the Ring was destroyed exactly 90 days later on March 25.

 

Day 7
I fishing a little after a long time, Morgoth!

 

I start re-reading the Hobbit this weekend! I will Read the Hobbit and then The Lord of the Rings. It's been years since I read them last! Looking forward to re-visiting them

 

287 days

 

Day 145. Had a nice vacation this weekend. Feeling refreshed and ready to tackle new opportunities.

 

Day 35

 

Day 35 check-in (Attempt 4) - Hithaeglir, the Misty Mountains.

 

Still on day zero. Still having kind of a good time in my life.
Today I’ve had the “win” of stopping after one time and not binging for 3 hours.
That’s not great. That’s even kind of shitty. But it’s a tiny start.

 

Thank you!
Good to be back. It is needed, and what a warm welcome I received

 

I'm on day 4.
Strong urges but it helps to log on here.
Keep it up everyone.

 

Day 6 of No PMO. I did meditation today.

 

Day 3 complete!

@LuckyMan Good job! Keep fighting off those urges!

I was surprised to wake up this morning and realize that sometime during the night I had a wet dream which I completely slept through. Usually those only happen after I've experienced a lot of urges the day before, and I'm usually in a dreaming state close to consciousness, but neither of those were the case. It hasn't given me any urges either, which is awesome.

 

Checking in on Day 148.

 

292 days the stairs of Cirith Ungol
367 days no PMO, semen retention

 

day 8, i am fighiting my little fantasies in order to avoiding urges but takes me a lot of energy, i don't think they are a menace any more, i will let it fluid and see what happens.
One thing is secure i will not back to searching P after all i learned.