Escort challenge

Eat cheesburgers and be happy. Don't eat cheeseburgers and be happy. If the cheeseburger enjoys being eaten by you, the better. Have a hooker and a burger at the same time. Be happy. Don't. Be happy. It would actually be quite simple. You are old enough and are responsible for your own actions. Just let me know when this time was the last time. I am curious to know what experience you make in this regard.

 

Great post @Grateful Retainer and very true. When it becomes normal is when the addiction has truly taken over.

You and I and everyone else is in the right place though on here.

 

I texted an escort and was planning to see her in an hour or so.
this is all out of boredom ..
Feed me some words of encouragement

 

Shit man, I'd cancel. It's not going to do you any long-term good to visit the escort. Think about it in the increments of the 5 rule. How are you going to feel in 5 hours? How about 5 days? How about 5 years? Do you want to be able to say that you saw this prostitute today?

 

Don’t do it. Don’t waste your time and money on a soulless experience.

You might get a small short high but the comedown feelings of shame will be much longer

 

@jrm61 @BobbyBaccala1987 , thanks boys. I’m not going. Kind of an ass hole move to not show up but from that I Hope she blocks my number.

I Haven’t had much MOing urges but having strong sexual urges the last couple of days.
Figured it would relieve some stress but you guys are right about how would I feel afterwards.
I think I’m craving more of a human connection and when I was texting her she couldn’t care less about me and only for the quick money she’ll make.
I finally made the decision to block 2 toxic
Women from my life so im probably just dealing with the aftermath of the emotions.
It’s seems like I also needed to let go of some people from the pre-nofap days as the basis of the entire relationship is not healthy for me in the long run.

I will be patient and know any new relationships I develop post-nofap will be much more fulfilling.
Thanks again boys.
I truly appreciate it.
god bless.

 

I am
Also trying to stop that. The amount of time my brain tricks me...basically
I only go there for sexual fantasy.. I have stop so far during my 98 day streak

 

I started texting another whore today.

I also drove down one of the hooker strips.
I didn’t like that nervous feeling I’d get when I’ve driven down that street in the past.

My common sense kicked in and I keep driving. If I ever got arrested on that street my career would be over. I Also don’t want an STD.

The whore texted me back when I got home. I don’t mean to be insensitive as people hear are really struggling with this but I found a funny way to deal with it.

I started texting her a lot and in way that will make her want block my number lol

… everyone’s got their own way of dealing with things and I Guess this is mine.

I’ll keep posting here whenever I get an urge.
Thanks for reading.

 

I was texting a lot of escorts this past week.
I came very close to seeing two women (separate times) a couple of days ago.

I feel that I’m truly over my PMO addiction but the sex drive is almost too much to handle sometimes. I feel like I just need to have sex once to get some relief.

when I’m was on the escort websites the sexualize ads (Including very graphic GIFs) don’t trigger any masturbation urges.

I want to stay away from dating apps and meet people the traditional way but cannot in the current times of covid restrictions.

 

This is another thing I am battling with.. you got to stay strong and retrain yourself in going on those escort site.. I find them highly addictive

 

They are, yes. I used to think just to go and look around wouldn't do any harm yet. But ... it does. It reactivates and keeps those brain circuits firing together and sooner or later ... the pressure gets too strong and overwhelming. It is not always that I acted out because I needed the escort. Often it was cause I was tired of fighting against doing it. So the relief I got was more in ending the inner battle. To fight against is not a helpful strategy for me. To hold myself back constantly is tiresome and "who wins" then is obvious.

 

Do you only visit the sites or do you go through and see the prostitutes?

 

Perusing the escort sites was as addictive if not more than seeing the escorts themselves. In fact when I started this journey I had a harder time resisting the urge to visit the websites than to actually visit the escorts.

In my many years of mongering I've had my share of unicorns. I was always on the prowl for the girl who could top my previous "best". Eventually it got to the point where I was obsessed with unearthing a diamond in the rough. A girl with the perfect looks who performed the perfect fetishes at the cheapest prices.

I've had enough time away from that scene so that the websites have no pull on me any longer. But I'll be damned if it didn't take a lot longer than I would have liked.

 

I haven’t paid for any services since starting NoFap. But I came close twice with going through and meeting them.

I don’t particularly like the rush but I’ll get aroused while I’m talking to them. When that conscience decision to meet comes in my heart races and I get so nervous that I’ll get ED.

Its very interesting that we’re going through this. Guess it’s Just another after effect from NoFap.

 

Well yeah, that's the menu. Bad start is browsing the menu; sometimes that's enough of a hook for most guys. I came close a few months ago when browsing.

 

Visit sites and sometime going to see them then I turn back and didn’t go

 

Hi,
so I'm really addicted to porn, but a really long time I had in mind having sex or just a head, with a hooker.
In few days I will be 18y old, and I'm still a virgin.
Should i do it, or no.

 

Thank you a lot for reply.
I just don't know man, I mean I'm young and never tried it and i really want to have sex.
Will it help with PMO?