35 and Older Accountability Group

Checking in today.

Making it by God's grace. While I have filtered internet I know that it is a bandaid not a fix. I really need accountability so my mission is to find a person for that. I think this will help not only keep in my mind that someone, Father, is always present and watching but that it will also force me to spend less time on my device because I know any accountability partner I get is going to see I spend a lot of time on my phone.

 

This two days is real!
Last night lying in bed with the subtle urge was tough but I eventually fell asleep without giving in. I did have acting out related dreams, which had me on edge a bit when I woke up.
Just got to give these urges, thoughts and feelings the time they need to pass when they come up.

 

Checking in--Day 120! Four months in the clear. Beautiful day outside today, gonna go soak it up. Be well everyone!

 

Thanks for the reply mate, hope all is well with him too.

Yeah I can imagine it can be a headache sometimes running a group like ours, you're doing a fantastic job mate and I am happy to be apart of it, thank you mate

 

This is great work, it does get dizzy up there but I'm gonna try and climb the ladder too.

Well done!

 

Checking in today.

I'm trying not to focus on days or days to come. For me this is more of a rebirth than a reboot since this process follows what my moral principles should be in accordance with my faith. This is my life so I'm not trying to think about how I'm going to stay away from PMO but rather what I'm going to do with my new found freedom from PMO.

 

Good morning everyone. Checking in after another good weekend - outside for just about all of it, so weary but satisfied this morning. Here we go...

 

28 Days Check In

 

Checking in. Happy Monday everyone, looking forward to a good, motivated week.

 

Checking in today.

Here and sober by the grace of God.

 

I crashed pretty hard today and still in it.

 

Well that just spiralled out of control.
Today was a relapse and I went back quite hard on my bottom-lines. There was some M but the catfishing and related behaviors just got more and more preoccupied.

The four days I had were solid but the urges were really strong in the brief unstructured moments during those days. All it took today was hanging around on my computer a little longer than I should have, and not stepping way back when the urges kicked in as I would have in the sober days before.

I've deleted all routes to profiles and images I created today, and I need to keep it that way for the rest of the evening.
Tomorrow I can expect a chaser effect from today's acting-out binge. Probably a little stronger than when I came back to nofap last week. So, no computer tomorrow.

 

I just joined this platform. I am 35 yo soon to be 36. Today it is my 4th day without fapping. I need a mentor or guidance to stay away from pornography. I am really serious about no fapping this time after trying couple of times. Can I join your group?

 

@karshup In terms of mentoring I advise you start by looking up "Universal Man" on Youtube and watch his series on Sexual Self Mastery. This should give you a pretty good starting point.

 

I used to be addicted to drugs. I could go a while without, but whenever I had a reset and was taking again, I would go in even heavier than last time. This just reminded me of it and shows again how related porn and drug addictions really are.

 

How to join this group?