180 DAY CHALLENGE: EXTREME MODE

64/180. Today I was not as tempted as yesterday, thank God. This summer I have some strategies in mind: to get closer to the youth of my Church, in order not to be alone and bored. I will also be preparing the theme of my classes next year (Christology).

I am a creative man. I can invent things, devise new activities, to get away from temptation.

 

68/180. Many thoughts to deal with ... how sad it is when you are watching any movie (not P of course) and you spend it begging for a sensual scene, see some skin ... you are watching a normal movie, but internally you want to pornify it... that's why I was disconnected from the internet for three days, without a notebook or cell phone. I'm still in the game

 

75/180. I am full of thoughts (not dreams). I don't restart because I don't want to get discouraged, which would be worse.

@Spartan Warrior Welcome aboard. Congratulations on your magnificent streak. Maybe you can give me encouragement, I'm going through moments of much temptation.

 

78/180. I have spent days of much, much, much temptation.

This weekend I went to the beach with my family, and had a great time. The temptation did not go away (and at times it intensified, since I was on the beach), but I avoided having to stay locked in my house, and I managed to get very distracted by the family, which did me good.

 

D79. Hello Extreme Mode, it seems to me that you and I will be alone for a long time. I must tell you that the challenge of no dreams, that is, to maintain the desire even while I sleep, is in force. But in the case of thoughts, the thing has not been such. The matter is complicated because we are in summer, and the heat, oh God, is terrible for temptation. I apologize.

 

82/180

 

I like that!

 

Day 21. Here I am again ... the last time I visited was on day 82. After that, 100 more days of cleaning followed, and on day 192 ... free fall ... came almost a year of failure in this fight. I call it my "dark year". I take it for granted, but it was only 21 days today that I got up from that well.

 

This was a very lonely challenge, but that forces you to be self-disciplined, and to want to finish a challenge despite the absence of likes. If I make it to day 82 again without falling into PM, I think I will pick up this challenge from where I left off last time

 

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125/180

 

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129/180