[1 DAY CHALLENGE] THE ONE DAY CHALLENGE!

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What a failure I am.

 

@Christoph108 what? dude you are definetely not a failure. The exact opposite. You are taking steps to tackle your addiction. You are fighting. It doesnt matter that you fail after 1day or 30days. You are here and putting a fight. Thats all it matters. Learn from each failure. Actually its not even failure. Its just learning material so be smart and learn from it, at least something, even if its the tiniest thing ever.
It always helps me to remind myself how I and basically everyone learn walking or riding the bike. It was huge amount of fuckups, but we as children didnt overthink shit and just took another step or picked up the fucking bike and went for another fucking ride. Eventually we get there.
And thats all it matters. To fucking get there eventually. It doesnt really matter how and how long, but you better get there!

Just to make you feel a bit better I also signed up for the this 1day challenge thinking like its not even challenge and I relapsed the first thing in the morning. So you are definetely not alone. Actually we are already so much ahead of anyone who just doesnt even know that watching porn and m-ing like crazy to a monitor with your napkins ready is just fucking not ok.
So now we are here, taking the active steps to become better. And I know, we are all going to make it. Just stay around, keep pushing, think about how to get better in your daily habits/routinnes/what are the common signs of relapses, what leads to relapses, how to change it.
Most importantly dont be so hard on yourself (I am myself super crazy hard on myself). Slip ups happen, learning material, study it, improve, fail forward. No matter what, never quit. Quiting = failing.

Keep your fucking head up and hit it hard!

 

I am not even sure on what day I am on. I think I relapsed yesterday morning so that was my day 0 officially and today is my day 1. So technically if I survive today I can move up.

 

Thanks @ToMMy.H I needed to hear that

 

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1/1
I did not PMO yesterday

 

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Challenge completed!
See you in 3days challenge!
Lets fucking go guys!!!

 

Day 0

 

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Yesterday- Day-0
Today- Day-1/1

 

Day 0 starts

 

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Day 1/1

 

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Check in!

 

Day 1/1 done. Onto the next challenge folks. Wish me luck.

 

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After some horrid urges and even a little slip up I need this to boost myself up a bit. 0/1