The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Thank you. I'm very sad becaouse of what she been trought

Thank you brother.

 

Day 0/500

 

Day 23,

Still struggling with urges, lucky to have my friend staying with me for a while which keeps me from drifting too much on the computer. I am worried, however, that when she leaves I may take that opportunity to relapse. Intending to stay strong, just wanting to air my current situation.

Best to you all Fellowship!

 

Day 2

Kind of feel crappy today due to some family stuff. But, I understand that some things are beyond my control and I can only do my best to live a good and beautiful life today, in this moment.

Today- cold shower, prayer, meditation, writing, and some very minimal exercise. All of these I have done.

Today I'm remembering that God loves me (and you) in spite of our sins and in spite of apparent setbacks and troubles. Peace to all.

 

Indeed...there was someone that posted a cheat sheet for the stageset I have it only on my computer...if you are still here, can you post it again? The one with getting closer to God or entering purgatory?
It's alright of you are not a believer, you can switch God with a healthy lifestyle/mindset. I will search for it but not making any promises...
Anyway...the diet seems to have a lot of pull as I noticed it myself in some of my previous relapses.
Also don't get mad at yourself for relapsing, every relapse you learn something new and are more prepared next streak. The go get attitude you obtain is amazing

 

Today was jot interesting at all, but I guesa we all have some of those.. just doing chorea, running from place to place, maintaining connections...the train of life..
I have a great responsibility that I am still trying to comprehend and organize and I am trying not only to accept ot, but also go full throttle on this Destiny thing...or not destiny as much as...I am in the proper place and time to attempt this...yet still lacking a little affection.
Anyway...I'm renouncing soy milk (i've become allergic to dairy) as I can see how my thoughts do not have the same intensity.
100 daily push ups done for the 4th day in arow..which is noice!

 

Nice one mate

 

Day 117

 

Day 4 check-in - The Dark Fortress, Barad-dûr

 

11 days. Felt weak yesterday and intended to rest after work for the remainder of the day. However, from nowhere, I decided to go for a run and do some push-ups in the evening, which was nice.

I thought I should reward myself and relax by watching some TV, and I decided to start watching the series Spartacus. Man, did that contain a lot of sex and nudity! Although I liked the plot, I got slightly triggered and will not watch another episode. Good reminder to myself to not be careless when consuming media, wether it be television, internet browsing, music or something else.

 

Day 42.

 

Day 11

 

327 days

 

Day 110 no PMO.

 

Day 15 Hobbit

 

333 days dwarf king
408 days no PMO, semen retention

 

I hope you all have a great weekend fellowship

 

Checking in fellowship friends!

214 days free of porn, 142 days free from MO.

Let's crush this Saturday! Going to meet a friend that I haven't seen in a while, later get some quality reading done and meditate for a while.

 

As they say... Another day, another dollar!
Feeling way better and more "manlier" since I renounced soy milk and added avocado, more water and tuna to the diet.
I would totally recommend it to give it a try, yet be warned that you might have stronger érections! And that is an awesome thing as your thoughts will also become stronger and more confident.
You might have more temptation as, but you will also see blessings, along with a more stronger mindset.
Feeling pretty good today and even though tomorrow I'll be hungover once again, I feel confident that I shall overcome temptation!

 

May you shall have a great weekend full of might also!