I feel like I brought loneliness on myself.

I have had an attraction to fat women since I was 9 years old, but I never really dated any because of peer pressure due to the stigma surrounding BBWs. Everyone was making fun of them and making fun of the men who valued them. Now I'm lonely because I don't have a BBW with me. I want to stop thinking about BBWs but the more I try to get them out of my head they end up coming back. I even got to the point where I tried a BBW dating website except that didn't work out for me and I don't know where to meet BBWs in real life. I see some BBWs out in public, but they have boyfriends or they're married. So I guess this is my fate all because of peer pressure. I regret not talking to BBWs sooner it would've been awesome to date one, marry one, and start a family with one but I guess that day will not come.

 

The only problem is I don't know where to find BBWs and I don't really want to go back online for a while.

 

Hinge is full of fatties no one else wants. Go to town if that’s your thing.

 

Nah. I don't trust dating apps at all.

 

Okay, grab a friend and go to a bar. Plenty of fat girls there too. Honestly fat girls are everywhere, and on average they get less attention from men. Why not just go talk to one?

 

The problem with that is I'm actually kind of a loner in real-life. So I don't really have any friends.

 

Go out and make some. My city as a social sports network. I bet yours does too.

 

That's a good idea. There's some new sports I wanted to try anyway.

 

You are right, I may be giving more energy to my problem rather than my solution it's just I don't exactly know how to solve my problem. I feel like I am playing into my problems in all honesty. I'm interested in BBWs but I am honestly far too shy to talk to them. Perhaps this has to do with my Autism, sometimes I feel like my autism makes it hard to talk to women. I would use dating sites except I don't think those will do me any good.

 

Dude, I've been attracted to fat women since I was 9 years old. Did you not read that part?

 

We all have are likes and dislikes bud, I'm also grateful you don't find these women attractive. (Less competition for me.) and for the record, I've only ever watched skinny girl porn because 99.7% of BBW porn is trash NGL.