90 days today

Today is the second time I’ve hit a 90 day streak. Just like in the beginning of this current streak, sexual thoughts and fantasies aren’t lingering in my head. However, I have noticed that when I don’t let the fantasies take over, I have more dreams of me having sex (no wet dreams). I don’t know why this happens. Recently the urges to PMO have been getting stronger but I’m more disciplined this time around so I fight it off and know that eventually they will weaken. The very rare times I do fantasize more than usual, my erections will sometimes be slightly stronger which is a good sight to see since I’ve had weak erections for about 14 years. Hopefully my confidence and courage grow as my streak grows. Enough to talk to girls and get rid of my social anxiety.

 

Benefits:
I’m much happier with myself
Clarity and peace of mind
Much more hopeful and optimistic than ever before

Still have pied. I’m pretty sure though that if I start talking to girls and become more confident my pied will go away