The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 5 Completed

 

341 days dwarf king
416 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Glad it can be of some assistance my friend, keep showing up and keep trying. You got this!

 

How about set a meditation, journaling and reading goals.

 

Congrats brother!

 

You've set your battle plan, you got this bro!

 

Checking in fellowship friends!

Free of Porn 222 days, free of MO 150 days.

It's been an arduous battle so far. I've experienced things from anxiety, depression , brain fog, low energy, chronic fatigue, insomnia( hell, last night I had insomnia!), these symptoms are recurring over time. I'm just realizing how many things I used PMO to "deal" with. It's a humbling, difficult and a world wind of an experience.

I take the seat of King today and will keep moving forward and I encourage you all the do so my friends.

150 days You reached Henneth Annûn, a hidden refuge of the Rangers of Ithilien. You´re now the commander of army´s and ruler of hearts. People love you. “Who am i?” “You are our King, sire!”

 

Alright! Checking in! Back to being an Orc!

Yesterday, wasn't too bad! A little down in the dumps but stayed productive. The urges were minimal, probably from all the relapses the days before, but still! Overall, I'm just happy to make it past a day haha. On to two!

Oh! and Happy Father's Day! To all who are fathers, what you do matters. Thanks.

 

I relapsed 2 times yesterday, after 20 days.
I feel ashamed and my confidence went really low, it’s so crazy how this thing works, the niche I’m addicted to is a discusting niche, which makes me feel weak when I relapse.

I’m gonna start again, I hope for the best of the best I could
Offer.


Day 1

 

Made it through the weekend with no major issues.

 

Day 3

 

I like this signature of yours-If you are tired of starting over, stop giving up

 

Day 27 no P
Day 22 no MO

Just 9.75 days until I beat my NoFap record of 31 days. I cannot wait to put my longest streak as "current streak". Vacation is going well. Been sleeping a lot in the mornings which still sucks, but as long as I get up by 7:30AM after tomorrow, I should do fine as I will be able to make it to work at 8:30AM.

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Starting again
Day 0

 

Thank you!

Congrats!

 

Daily checking in
I thought the urges a long time as their are bad,they aren't, now i know it will not vanish too , so i will accept them cause is normal have it after all.

So close to watch p again yesterday but then i remember this industry hurts actress and actors, that stop me to do it.