Porn Has Twisted My Mind On Women

This is what happens when it is abused. You're doing the right thing having blockers and restricting yourself, for we have abused our privilege to freely use the internet like others, but you are wrong about just magazines or anything like lingerie or mild porn. You can never go back to any type or porn again, that's just the life you are in now.

I know too well your feelings though, I have overcome the pure "sex doll" phase, but I still objectify women alot, I try to send them my blessings and bring them back to what they really are, human beings. I class objecitfication and sexual fantasy as "middle circle" acitivity, that means something that can lead me towards watching porn and "acting out". So find things you know that can lead you towards it, whether it's browsing the internet aimlessly, using your phone/laptop in bed or even watching yourtube. If you are aware of these you can know when you are vulnerable. It's the same for actions you take, if you close your door to get more privacy or start touching yourself, these can be things that show the lead up to a lapse.

I hope this helps friend, good luck!

 

You will have to mentality untwist it. It won't go away all on its own. If you continue any type of activity that raises your sexual energy you won't allow your brain time to heal. Leave them all behind. They are not needed. Media entertainment is not needed. Leave that stuff for at least a few months. You'll eventually find yourself in a much better position, mentally.