THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 6

 

Day 1 Let's Go!

 

Day 3

 

Do you know any breathing techniques that can help?

 

Day 27

 

Checking in!

 

Day 54.

 

Day 7

 

Day 8

 

I'm back into this now.
A few days ago I relapsed, and I took some time off to figure out a new way to approach this whole thing as nothing I tried till now worked properly.
I let myself do whatever my mind wanted, and as a result obviously relapsed multiple times in the past weeks.
Yes, that was a horrible thing to do as it destroys my mind's working capacity and stuff, I lost all "progress".
But, as they say,


Every time I relapsed I thought hard on what the hell I was doing with my life.
This is not how I want things to go.
Mindlessly getting stimulated to pixel patterns on a screen, instead of working hard to get what I want in life, not impressive at all.

So I decided to relapse at 4 AM, on 24/06/2021, and then register what my thoughts were just after that.
To study hard and get into my dream university, that's my goal. I'm never going to give up on this.
I'll have to work like hell. If I continue to fool around like this, I'll fail miserably.
I'm not a small kid now. I'll have to take full responsibility of my life.

All those people on the net who do this P stuff are trash, no need to feel bad for them. They got themselves into that willingly.
What's the point with PMO'ing? How degenerate have I become?
No, no more of this. I'm gonna be loyal to all those who trust me and believe in me.
In a few years, I'll have a wife and kids. Not working hard now and not giving my best version to them would be a crime on my part.

I'm finally ready to this. I'll try to do my best everyday and not worry about anything else.

A note to future me (or anyone else who reads this) : "Don't you dare relapse!"

 

I understand, bro. It may your own failure, but don't let it pin you down. Things are gonna get better.

Very good said. And you're welcome.

I'm here whenever you wanna talk to me, alright?

 

Day 14

 

Yes, good advice. There is still somebody that depends on me. So I have to conquer this.

Alright man.

 

Very good, man. And remember this, a true saiyan warrior never gives up.

 

I got you. Hustle until last breath.

Well I havent been true saiyan warrior.. but it is time!