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I just now realized I have a problem

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Dude131, Aug 13, 2015.

  1. Dude131

    Dude131 Fapstronaut

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    So here's my story I started masterbating back when I was in six grade and from then on its gotten worse back when I was was in six grade I would come home and masterbate three to four times but when I got older it just went down to three I would masterbate to regular porn and hentai and from me masterbating that much when I was in 9th grade I developed hocd which is just random gay thoughts would appear all the time and it troubled me all time when I was in 9th grade that it caused me to masterbate to a gay hentai twice I didn't like it at all and I would cry all the time and I would get gay dreams and I wish that I could turn back the clock so that I could stop myself I did watch porn at a young age probably around the age of 4 or 5 and I just recently came to the conclusion that I have a problem I probably masterbate between 2-3 times a day which is around 5000-7000 times a year your probably wondering how did I realize I have a problem I realized that I have a problem because I masterbated to hentai futa porn just because a girl was getting rammed and then I was wondering how bad that is and then I imagined what else I would masterbate to just because a girl was getting rammed and that's not normal I want even attracted to the futa I just masterbated to that type of porn just because a girl was getting rammed so that's my story and I'm here to get help so who's gonna help me
     
  2. Dude131

    Dude131 Fapstronaut

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    Sorry about the lack of periods it's because I'm typing on my phone and my laptop broke
     
  3. Dude131

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    Also my hocd probably lasted less than a year it's still there but it mostly gone mainly because of how sick I got back in 2013-2014 I had a really bad infection so I guess the fact that I was worried about school and weather I would get better got my mind of the hocd
     
  4. Dude131

    Dude131 Fapstronaut

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    Any advice would help
     
  5. Congrelous

    Congrelous Fapstronaut

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    I have the same issue. Any time I quit porn and masturbation for more than a week, those intrusive thoughts go away.

    Porn is warping your mind. Cut out the porn.

    I'll also add, that when I cut out porn and masturbation, my attraction to women returns.

    You're going to have to come to terms with the fact that you have to stop.
     
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  6. Dude131

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    Like I said my hocd is pretty much gone I haven't had any thoughts in over a year or so but yea your right I just need to quit
     
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  7. FreedomIsHere

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    Just keep pushing through dude, cut out the porn and masturbation. Be patient with the recovery process, take it day by day and you should succeed. Hope you're doing well!
     
  8. Lightningbob1964

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    I know this is clichie but admitting the problem is the first step. Reading posts here has helped me greatly. Even If you don't post that often still come here and read. It has helped me to realize I'm not alone.
     
  9. Davepl

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    I've never had gay thoughts but pretty much anytime I see a somewhat attractive girl in public my brain inserts a dick in her mouth.... Yep.. Porn def messes with your mind... Well at least your starting to move in the right direction. Daily posts in a journal help you confront your feelings which I think is helpful. It's made this week much better since I had a relapse after 70 days or so with no journal. The first week imo is always one of the worst and since I started to write about it this week has been a lot easier than the few other times I've tried to quit
     

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