The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 140

 

5 days

 

Day 7 check-in - The Dark Fortress, Barad-dûr.

 

Starting over at Day 0. I fought off plenty of urges today, but not enough of them, not all of them. Truth be told I'm going through another tough spot right about now. I'm grateful I had the strength to open up NoFap instead of going off for a yesfap. My problem is that I've forgotten what it's like to say no to the urges. Though it's necessary, it's very uncomfortable, and I haven't been willing to accept that. So here's to tomorrow--another day of discomfort and progress.

 

34 days.

For almost the whole last week, I felt quite low, didn't do much work and didn't exercise that much. But during the weekend, my energy came back and so did my urges. Yesterdays urges where pretty strong and I even got half erections just by being close to women on the street, I didn't even look at them or fantasise about anything, it was like their mere presence made me aroused... Luckily, I played music with some friends in the afternoon which helped kill the urges for a moment. In the evening, urges became strong again so I went for a run and did some push-ups which eased the urges.

 

Day 7 completed, I am an Uruk once again! Now to get to Hobbiton...

 

Day 65.

 

Starting in here with 0 days! My best record ever is of 70 days of no porn, masturbation and orgasm. Anyone there to cheer me up, please?

 

Day 8. Before bed last night I had an urge, but again, accepting it (not acting on it) and simply falling asleep worked wonders. Denying the thought seems to give it great and terrible power, so I don't and poof, I have power over it.

This week my brother an I will climb a mountain, so I have to prepare!

Have a good week, my fellows!

 

Day 12
Doing everything right, still horny as hell.
But staying strong

 

Day 133 no PMO. Had a good day yesterday. Did a long run and had a good time at a July 4th party.

 

Welcome brother

 

Day 18

 

356 days dwarf king
432 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Checking in for day 18

 

Day 2

 

Day 20

Just hanging out in Bree!

I had a good holiday weekend w/ family. The task today is to start easing back into routine and good habits, since Saturday and Sunday I mostly traveled and then hung out drinking beer and eating meat. I am not complaining. I did, however, still pray and take one cold shower during the weekend.

Today so far I have prayed and done some work. I will do more stuff that is pro-recovery before the day is over.

Feeling more peaceful today, I am very grateful to God for that.