What's happening to me?

(This is copied over from my journal. I'm posting it here in the hopes that people who don't read my journal may have an answer.)

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?

Background:

• My first streak was 60 days - then I jacked off.
• Second streak was about 20 days - then I jacked off.
• Third streak was 8 days - then I had sex.
• Then 4 days later - I had sex.
• Then 2 days after that - I jacked off.

When I had sex after the 8 day streak I got a boost of reboot energy about 4 days later.
When I had sex after the 4 day streak I got the reboot energy the next day. But it didn't go away. The energy just kept building and building, driving me insane.
And then 2 days later, today, I jacked off and the energy cost for that has been nonexistent. I thought this was all just excess doses of "reboot energy", but it's gone beyond that. It's like a voracious power that's consuming me.

Let's back up an hour or so: I jacked off. The energy I'd been feeling since yesterday went off the charts today. I needed to release it, so I edged a little, maybe 20 minutes, and then jacked off to orgasm. It felt predictably amazing. But what I didn't expect was what followed. Usually I jack off, I get the orgasm, I get the release, I feel energized and then I calm down. That didn't happen this time. It's like this weird power that's been growing inside me just bulldozed over my whole jacking off session. From an energy cost perspective, it's like it didn't even happen. In fact, I feel more insanely energized than before I jacked off. Not to sound like a starved vampire, but, I need more. Nothing I do has been able to make a dent in this bizarre power surge. I got up at 3am this morning and had an exhausting workout, and now this evening I'm not even tired. After a workout like that at 3am coupled with a little edging and jacking off, I should be wasted. But this energy is just kicking the shit out of everything I throw at it. What the hell? Shit! It's like electricity is shooting thought my body.

What's going on? Is this another stage of reboot? But why? Except for that first 60 days I haven't held a long streak.

 

Awesome answer!! I plan on doing that very thing!

 

Not exactly. This is something new for me. Typically when I jack off and edge, I will feel a bit wasted for the next couple of days. But over the past week or so this energy has been building and building. I don't think that this energy is being caused by jacking off...not at all. I still believe that jacking off saps energy. It's just that this new found energy seems to be resistant to the energy sapping of jacking off. And I firmly believe that this energy is a direct result of practicing no PMO. I'm a recovering edge and masturbation addict, so I will never say this energy comes from jacking off. I think it's another stage in my reboot, in my body reasserting itself in being a man. Something I don't think enough men hold on to. Being men can get us into these addictions, and being men will get us out.

 

Thanks, Revan. You are, as always, on point.