Fourteen Steps Challenge

3/7


Today doing good, been busy and I don't even have the time to take a little peek which is really good for me.

 

I was busy the last days and now had to check the calendar to see on which step/day I am ;-)
completed step 6 on July 19th, today is step 7 day 4.
Not thinking about porn and no daydreaming (including late night) works best for me

 

Gotcha!

 

Relapsed again...

Day 0/6

 

4/7

I'll be back on Sunday night, wanna take a little break

 

Still on track, I don't want to be fooled by female porn actresses
step 7 day 5

 

0/7

Relapse again today

 

1/7

Doing okay

 

Ow I relapsed again today.


I'm going to take a break, probably return at the end of July.

 

Day 5/6

 

Day 6/6

Starting step 7.

Day 0/7

 

Day 1/7

 

Alright, time to do it again

i'm going back to step six

0/6

 

Day 2/7

 

1/6

Internet is some kind of dangerous place, there are many triggering things in it, must stay sharp and be careful.

 

I watched porn - don't like that afterwards
step 8 day 0

 

0/6

Really a bad relapse, I even Masturbated three times today and now I feel weak and ashamed.

 

Day 0/7

Relapsed today. It didn't feel great but I managed to stopped only on one fall. I didn't go to the porn rabbit hole.