Day 86. Just venting a little.

wow 86 days. stay strong, don't give up!!!

 

I had the same, when approaching day 60. The body was urging me to relapse and then on day 60 I felt the need to binge.

All I know is the longer we go, the longer we train, the better it becomes. An smoking addict will tell you the urge to smoke never really goes away. It still remains in the back of your mind. But that period of change, that period of self control, lays the foundation for an absolute change. Nothing more nothing less.

Good luck brah, 86 is indeed impressive for someone like me who have only managed 60 tops.

 

I smoked for seven years and was an addict and I was unable to quit no matter what!!! Then I realized I had ED And thought it was the smoking and was immediately able to quit lol never once looked back and never had an urge again. Every now and then I think it would be nice to have something to do like smoking and smoking drunk was fun. But I never had an actual urge to do it again. So it might work the same here!

 

You can push through and make it man! 86 days is great, you've proven you can be consistent! Keep that up!

 

Treat urges like bullshit. They can't kill you if you don't give them what they want. You have absolute power over them. Starve those motherfuckers of what they want and they'll slowly die.

 

You are doing great 86 days is a good streak but I know things wont always be easier but you have to press on.You have reached this far and you cant turn back now.

 

That's what nofap is for, vent away, here, in a safe manner. It beats collapsing and resorting to P.

-K

 

This is what I needed. I felt stronger than ever last week. And today, I just entertained thoughts out of nowhere. I was in the middle of a grueling workout. I keep dismissing them. I don't think I'm really fearing a relapse. But felt like I should share it for some reason. I wondered if anyone else was experiencing this. It just reminds me that this thing is powerful. Maybe it's a growing pain. Whatever...I have to always be alert. My old ways still want to sneak back in there once in a while. We just have to endure each test and hope to get through and be stronger for it. It's just another opportunity for growth.

 

While they always will progressively get easier my friend, I don't think unless we are at minimum a year out that we can consider ourselves "sober" per se in regards to PMO.