Weird thing that happened

I wasn't going to post this but now I am I want to know if anyone if familiar with what happened to me (note the feeling that I was gonna die felt sooo real)

2 nights ago on August 5th at night I think it was a dream I felt like It was my final minutes before I die I was scared as shittt. I was telling myself I don't want to die I'm only 21 I have so much shit to do. But I just felt like I was going to die from brain bleeding and that was it the end I was so scared o never dreamed anything about this ever while I thought I was gonna die I was talking to myself was it worth it 21 years to useless things edging and masturvation and pornography mainly wasting so much time that I could of spend on enjoying myself. I remember saying to myself is it worth it your gonna die and is it worth it now and I said fuckkkk no it wasn't and then I felt like something was stripped from my soul like pulled out it was kinda light and soft. I think it was my urge to do usless or diabolical things or masturbate to thought of me having sex with women. Another thing I said to myself in this dream was I could of become so rich that I would give millions to charity and people in help like cancer then an image of Me doing that popped up and the kindness from the kids who I was helping felt so good to my heart but I felt like I was still gonna die. Then when I woke up I woke up with insane headache and I puked then fell asleep and woke up as weird as this is I don't have the urge to masterbate anymore its not there anymore at all I haven't even touched myself to pee since that day.i also haven't had any thought of me having sex or wanting to bang a hot girl I see or think of But I still have in mind of stop wasting unless time for some reason. Anyways yeah I don't know if you guys belive this but here it is and here you go. Pretty crazy I was so scared it was gonna my my final days. I also had the feeling of regret that I was taking myself and everyone seriously.

 

You think so bro? You know after doing this for a few years you get your doubt days

 

But I do think if I would of never found SR my life would definitely be a lot different for sure 100%