The Jedi Temple (open)

day 50- jedi knight

 

0/128 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex
If you feel like one porn or p-sub is real, then they all feel real. So I won't believe it anymore. I don't believe in p-subs or porn.

 

22 days, Padawan

 

485 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 90 - Jedi Council Member

 

back to day 0

 

day 51- jedi knight

 

Day 130 - Jedi Council Member

 

Day 0 - Youngling

 

day zero.

 

Back to Day 0. These late-night relapses are killing me!

 

486 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 1 - checking in

 

day 52- jedi knight

 

Day 91 - Jedi Council Member

 

1/127 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

hello ! day one !

 

0/127 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex
Not looking at it is to not believe in it, and to not believe in it takes not looking at it.

 

Someone helprelapsed again
day 0

 

i probably faced my first rejection of this new life (this new life meaning my life that started since june of 2021 when i started this "nofap" journey), glad to be able to handle it !

no. [i hope the next bit will be readable] honestly this stinks (or in english you would say "sucks"), this whole last year have made me feel more disconnected than ever, and having girls not even say no, but not answering at all... i feel insulted, even though my reaction is disconnected. at least i have hobbies i can hold on too, and i some goals other than "finding love" that are more reliable...

i was going to say i need an answer to my invitations... do i even need an answer ? it seems they want me to understand that no, i don't need an answer. for me that's rejection, is it ?

the quest for connection continues. unfortunately this is not my main focus now. i can get better, but i cannot burn out on love anymore.