Mandalorian Challenge 100 Days + [OPEN]

Day 2

 

Day 2/100

Relapsed and started again.

 

Day 141 checking in. I was feeling tempted this morning but I don't like that old habit at all and know i will spiral if I go back. This is the way.

 

Day 5/100

 

Day 0 for me.

Way to go!
It's great to read your posts mate, please keep posting.

 

Day 8/100

 

Day 147 hey I feel like I always say I am feeling tempted in these, but today that is not as much the case for which I am grateful. I give the glory to Jesus for carrying me this far and we will win this thing together.This is the way.

 

Relapsed last night. Now day 0.

It's almost been 24 hours already. I'm not touching the stuff tonight. Tomorrow I will make the same commitment. One day at a time.

@person person Thank you for the reminder to give this to Jesus to carry me through. My prayer and bible reading has been almost non-existent lately, and it's no coincidence that now is also when I've been struggling to get out of a PMO rut.

 

Day 2 complete.

Almost at day 3....

 

Day 14/100

 

Day 153 checking in. This is the way. I am starting up school next week so prayer would be appreciated for that.

 

Day 19/100

 

I relapsed a few days ago, now on day 3 and looking good.

Gotta stay focused, guard up. Last few resets were clearly correlated with the HALTS acronym:
Hungry
Angry
Lonely
Tired, or
Stressed

When these things come up and I'm tempted, I've gotta do something else. Sleep? Phone call? Just put the phone down? Pray? Pick up my Bible? Walk into a different room? Push ups/sit-ups/plank? Any of these things, multiple if need be, will help break the cycle.

 

Day 161, checking in. This is the way. My brother is my accountability partner and he thought I told him I relapsed at some point during this streak. But that did not happen. For the record, and this something I've been wanting to say, If I did relapse I would say in the chat not that I feel at risk of doing so, but caution should be exercised obviously.

 

Day 4

I had an urge just now, but decided to get onto NoFap instead and say hi to my fellow fapstronauts

 

Day 24/100

Things are mostly good, I take a walk whenever urges hit and that works for now.

 

Just ticked over to day 6 complete

 

Day 27/100

Staying strong!

 

5 days relapse 7days relapse 2 days days relapse... im failing again again and again... the major problem is the time that i should be investing in my studies is spend for nothing....

 

all my previous strategies are failing.. "what if" stickers,,, short check points,, ignoring the addiction and focusing on things, wall papers stopping me from relapse, , keeping the doors open,, even tried destroying my old head set, somehow ended up buying a new one,, counters on my phone, ,,,,,,, EVERy strategies ive adopted have failed.... I need to win,, dont want to fail in this battle