The Jedi Temple (open)

Day 2 checking in!

what is a P-sub? google search's bring up what I can only define as possible triggers. I'm currently doing monk mode, I'm cutting P and everything to do with it out with a molten hot scalpel - PM me if it could trigger anyone here

 

i guess "porn (or substitute)" ?

 

Best I can't imagine what that is

 

day 53- jedi knight

 

Day 92 - Jedi Council Member

 

Day 1 - Youngling

I have not being doing well with my Nofap account. Last week I was on a rampage for several hours, getting nothing done during the whole day. I suppose to graduate these couple of months. I have done amazing in the past but I just don't know what has gotten into me.

Note to self: time to get some real focus going on now.

 

24 days, Padawan

 

488 days no PMO, semen retention

 

day 3,

wake up energised. i have been working out for the past week on body weight, every morning 20 to 30 minutes each sessions, with less intensity, the exercises :
6x(5-7) pushups,
3x10 lifting 10kg of bottled water (in a reusable bag for the grocery store, homemade weights ! )
3x10 deadlift of the same 10kg of water.
6x(7-10) abs

the school year will start again, with 2h - 2h40 of commuting every day, i don't know how well i will handle that,

i never succeeded in sticking to a schedule more than 4 months in a row since 2013.

 

hey ! what motivates you ?

 

Day 3

 

Day 93, the force is getting stronger!

Jedi Council Member

 

1/126 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

Day 93 - Jedi Council Member

 

day 54- jedi knight

 

day 18
No urges at all today

what i started

 

Day 2

 

25 days, Padawan

 

489 days no PMO, semen retention

 

day 4. i woke up with lots of energy (especially "under the belt")... i think that's how i want to wake up.
i got up, i worked out, breakfast.

my question right now is what are my motivations to do nofap... i know i don't want porn (because it makes me feel disconnected from the real world). for masturbation i don't know. the last times i had an urge to masturbate i did not care, and just went with my feelings and did it anyways, i had no reasons not to give in. it did not feel wrong or right. my only concern is when it leads to porn. that's where it's problematic. that's the only reason i should not masturbate : "it might lead me to porn" (and then to an unbalanced Force in my life).

i don't know where to draw the line...