Risky, Harmful Fetish caused by Hypnosis

Yo Bro,

I feel you.
During the pandemic I ordered a bottle of poppers and went PMO on Femdom porn.

I havent done it in a while now the pandemic restricties get a little less.

I hope this was just a phase for me and now I am watching porn and got less need to add the addictive poppers.

What helped me was a vacation abroad without poppers of course so I could at least reset somehow.

I used to order the small bottle and immediately throw it away after one session.

I will hopefully recover after not using this poisen for a while.

I did some checkups at the eyedocters and I think my moderate use has no long term effects, at least I hope so.

I hope my experience helps a bit.

Good luck and throw away the bottle.

 

Yo do not mean poppers when you said chemicals?

Which chemicals are you talking about, because I thought poppers are chemicals?

 

You care to share?

 

In regards to your use of paint thinners, and other household items, just discontinue your use, it's really difficult to determine if you actually are going to suffer lasting impacts from these drugs, even if they're described on the internet as being noxious and "destroying brain cells", only a long term perspective will provide solid info on that, and any idea that you have on whether or not you've damaged yourself is just not solid.

Most withdrawal processes cause dysfunctions in critical thinking, verbal fluency, irritability, etc... , so just take a break bro, and see whats up next.

Stopping the "chemical" fetish is gonna be done by not consuming that porn, and not touching those drugs.
if you cant quit porn, then maybe use something lighter , and throw out any kind of household item that you use to get high off of.

 

Check out my story of dealing with the sissy fetish here: Am I a Sissy?? (Actually a good story with happy ending, trust me, read the whole thing)

The problem isn't sissy stuff, it's the porn. Quitting porn will help get rid of the sissy fetish. You have wired your brain to continuously seek more extreme material, so even if you try to go back to regular porn, your mind will still crave for escalation, which will lead you back to sissy porn. Quit porn for 90 days, rewire with normal sexual activities, and the urges for sissy related activities with increase dramatically. There are plenty of links on rebooting and fetishes in my story about dealing with sissy porn.

 

I also used sissy hypnos in various ocassions in search of something new. I ejoyed it since trans porn had become my favorite genre. Anyways friend you really are in a predicament and in a crossroads in your life. Since you have admitted you have a problem you now have either the option to stop this destructive behavior completely or half ass it as you have said but as @WildEntheology said the 2 are extremely link and it would be only a matter of time before you fall again into your past behaviors. I seriously seriously recommend you this book: https://www.amazon.com/Your-Brain-Porn-Pornography-Addiction-ebook/dp/B00N2AH8NW

That book will help you understand whats exactly is happening in your brain. It will help you immensely. You gotta realize that this is an addiction and you have to take strong measures that means stopping porn usage and getting some reading material, also some have said medical proffesional, recommend you first try to cure yourself since some ëxperts do encourage porn.