The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 7 completed

 

Day 49

 

Day 193 no PMO. Good day yesterday. No urges. Got some good sleep last night Ams o expect today to be a good day. Have a great weekend everyone. It’s football season!!!

 

Could not check in for the last few days, everything is fine.
Day 31 today ! Proud Elf
I need to keep up my reading pace as I’m still reading the Council of Elrond chapter.
I love the books and I enjoy thoroughly this challenge.

 

day 6, check in, let me make it a no-pmo day.

 

Checking in Fellowship friends!

Day 225 free of MO, day 297 free of porn.

Forgive me for the lack of check ins this week, it's been a very mixed week. I'll share a bit of the good and a bit of the bad.

For at least 4-5 days, maybe between Saturday to Tuesday, I was starting to feel like my old self again(before addiction took hold years ago), in fact stronger and stable in energy. I also had a "sexual dream" without a nocturnal emission, the reason I consider this a win is because it was such a simple dream. I was just making out with this beautiful woman , we were both clothed and that's it. Why is this a win? Well..my brain is returning to regular standards of getting aroused.

Now for the bad, sadly I did have 2 days of sleep disturbance and a very stressful end of week at work. I'm out performing everyone, but it seems that my brain cannot keep up with the intensity. PAWs brain still in action during stressful periods unfortunately, the stress rekindle my withdrawal symptoms sadly. I felt completely drained after work yesterday, same as today. It's giving me a lot to think about regarding my job and future. I truly wish I never tasted this poison of PMO, as well as excess youtube engagement (both addictions that I quit at the same time).

Well, my brothers I return to you as an Elf-King..although I still have a lot of work to do in my development. Be well.


225 days After a long walk you reach Minas Morgul, the dark fortress of Mordor. Once called Minas Ithil, the twin city of Minas Tirith, it was dominated by the forces of PMO in the Third Age.

“Upon the further side, some way within the valley's arms, high on a rocky seat upon Ephel Dúath, stood the walls and towers of Minas Morgul. All was dark about it, earth and sky, but it was lit with light. Not the light welling through the marble walls of Minas Ithil long ago, fair and radiant in the hollow of the hills. Paler indeed than the moon ailing in some slow eclipse was the light of it now, wavering and blowing like a noisome exhalation of decay, a corpse-light, a light that illuminated nothing."

A superior power is needed so you transformed into a Elf-King: wise, powerful and immortal.

 

Alive, strong, and in a frenzy of getting shit done for the move so I don’t have time to share a lot today

But I'm still standing
Day 3

 

Day 3
Today I deal with my procrastination. I procrastinate a lot but at least I don't go to porn. Actually I don't feel drawn to porn. urges are minimal and I'm just troubled with my procrastination behavior. I think what I actually want to do (apart from not doing the tasks at hand) is I want to jump on the next level. I want to be that person that I have in my mind, do the things I'm promising to do and so on and so forth.

Today is a good day I think. I'm not using porn and I'm not struggling with it. The procrastination was taking much of my time but at least I know what it is. I'm facing it now. I think it's important to stay calm and positive. The troubled mind wants to talk a lot, think a lot, searches for something higher and looks for easy escape routes and low hanging fruits. It is very active without much results and so it gets tired and worn out soon.

I think I know what I need to do now. Ok guys, I need to go. Having seen you was great! Have good week-ends and stay strong and collected!

 

Just saw it now. You're still standing. Amazing!!!

 

Yeah i will try do to three soon

 

Nice! congratulations! Elf King

 

The wet dream are difficult to control but they are natural , the doctors professionals says the body needs sometimes to do that.

 

day 58- dwarf

 

Day 21
Many stress situations but nothing on the side of the urges.
I am trying to cut the fantasies and the fishing is less.

 

Day 7
Beginning to struggle a bit. My initial struggle is not with P but rather MO. Physically it is a struggle for me from days 7 to 14. As I enter flatline it does get a bit easier physically but I still have a desire to relieve built up stress and frustration with MO.