The 2021 Green Day Challenge [OPEN]

@Ian Of Freelandia

Not that it should be a goal, but 3 days a month is 10% and that's a 90% success rate. I'd be very happy to be there.

 

Greeting voyagers. I know I owe everyone a huge apology, and I am... sorry. I am sorry for walking out on this challenge, and turning my back on my own goals. I felt defeated, and I gave into that feeling. I hope anyone finding this message is doing great today, staying true to YOUR goals, and not acting out. Soon, we'll be in the final 1/3 of the year. It's time to make things happen.

 

I'm about to have a week P free but in truth it's as much health related as it is anything else.

Send prayers if you have them, I'm in for some tough days. More in my journal.

 

Got to Monday and finally felt better, which led to a coup days binging porn. I got myself out of the rut yesterday and today this far.

 

Hey Ian,

I'm doing okay. Been a rough month with poor health and scares since July and many Dr. Appointment and tests in August. Add to it that my wife's mom passed away last year this week, so August was an emotional month for my wife building up to the final meltdowns as she mourned the anniversary of losing her mom.

She's been feeling crappy too health-wise so all in all everyone is cranky, sick, and tired.


I'm thinking of revisiting the "End the year strong" challenge from 2020 and committing to a solid 4 months of progress leading into the new year. Had last week not been so chaotic I would have ideally begun it around 23 August to give some buildup but my health stopped me from being productive at all.

I'll think I'll try to post it today.

Be well,

BC

 

You're here, and your intentions are there. It's not easy. Your mind is working against you, but still being here, still wishing and hoping for success means you're one step closer to cracking the code.


Best,

 

I had a slip with my personal stash yesterday, enjoying "anything" I can reach for tied to Mrs. Compass and I. It's better than the P sites I guess.

Porn free in September "sorta"

 

Hey man good job staying the course. My sexual compulsiveness still plagues me, however in porn free in September and that's been a small win.

 

I had a red day. My first Porn in September. I feel like it was a pretty decent run, but there was also many Amber days. Green days are the goal...so it's not going well. I got to jump onto my computer, check my spreadsheet, plug Inna few values and see how many days I'm at.