The Lord of the Rings Challenge

DAY 36 SUNDAY. today i experienced 7th nocturnal emission in this 36 days streak.

 

This morning was my turn to have a wet dream at about 4 am. Probably because I went to bed late ( 11pm) and had a lot of self created stress in the evening.

 

Sorry to hear that my friend, stay strong. Hope that you, unlike me, know how to handle the situation.

 

2 days.

Did some studying yesterday, went for a long walk and meditated. Some headache and tiredness although I've been sleeping a lot. Maybe it's withdrawal symptoms or something else, I guess it doesn't really matter.

 

427 days high king
494 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Elf

I'll shoot you three times before you take your next step

My pointy ears with no earlobes get all the hoes

But I need my semen more than them

Gotta keep my quiver full

 

66 days – Paddeling down the river, you crossed The Gates of Argonath, The Pillars of Kings.

No PMO + Semen retention

 

Day 9 completed

 

Day 5

Still standing, planning the move is so intense that I don’t have any time for urges. It’s not a real plan, but it’s working for now. The challenge is that all of the stuff to do are at home. So going outside would just not help me work on any of my goals at the moment.

But I’m still doing the good stuff. Still going out simply to get some sunlight and clean my head, still meditating and writing stuff down in my journal.

I hope everybody would have a great day.

 

day 60- dwarf

 

Day 195 no PMO. Good day yesterday. Did have a little trouble keeping my eyes away from girls at the pool but other than that no issues. Headed to the lake today to see some family. Should be a good day. Stay strong guys.

 

Day 51

 

Day 1. I'm getting tired of resetting my day counter.

 

Day 33
Feeling focused and on track

 

I know that feeling, I've been there many times. But trust me, don't give up hope and know that you will overcome eventually! We're in this together.

 

Touch that heavenly pool
Swallow saliva
Some people seem down
Or up
Some seem alpha
Or beta
I just meditate :]

Rest Day



People mess with me less when I wear a tank top and keep my head shaved. An angry looking face can help with that too but it's kind of a bother to keep looking angry all the time heh. So today's day 1/12 no video. 30m a day between nofap and my personal journal. I'm keeping going with the 20m shopping time a day 20m browsing internet time a day (can't be used for shopping only things like looking up yoga asanas/mudra/definitions of words and other things).

Yeah. I kind of went nuts last night if you read my post or my journal. But that's okay. It actually furthered my progress by helping me just say screw it and push harder to get things done. YEah.

If you are not humble life will humble you. -Mike Tyson

I feel like if you don't work your ass off to do something good life will beat you within an inch of your life. As life beats you down we can either rise up and find a way to overcome whatever challenge is in front of us. Or crumble and wuss out. Passively accept our negative circumstances, numb out and try to forget about them or even kill ourselves.

Thanks to my mom my training and years of therapy. I have developed a strong urge to just push to try and get better when the chips are down. To come out fighting when my back's against the wall. This is honestly kind of new for me. Maybe....three months ago I started doing this. When I feel like crap in any way. I just get up and 'strive ceaselessly to work out my own salvation' - Buddha.

This means reading and or watching things to help me figure out how to solve my problems. Whatever health ailment, etc. This is how I got into cold showers. Although I'm having to take a break from those and videos for a bit as I build up the heat in my body.

Teaching: Suffering can have good qualities. Wehn you suffer you suddenly have motivation to overcome that suffering and in doing so can improve yourself in many ways.

 

Checking in. Beautiful Sunday here, hoping to be out enjoying it. Have my son starting tomorrow (we do week on/week off) and looking forward to his energy back in the house, and more purpose to my day. Be well everyone

 

Day 41