[7-CHALLENGE] THE SEVEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1 completed.

 

Day 4/7

Very good day today. I went out on a walk with my Mum, played a tiny bit of a new game I got on Steam, helped out with house chores, got my work for today done, worked out, meditated, did my usual studying plus a little extra and then played a tiny bit of FF14 before bed. I've just been feeling really good today

I didn't have any notable urges today. But my guard is still up and ready.

 

Cool

 

Day 7 Completed
Now, Moving Towards 14-Day Challenge
Keep Going Brothers, Best of Luck for your Journey
Don't see outside for solutions, Every Solution is inside you, Just Hustle, Do your side of work and Please Don't ever give up
GOD is Helping us on the Way, Just Believe

 

We all are Going to win in this battle with the demon inside us

 

Day 1 Done, Day 2.

 

Day 7. Moving on to the next one.

 

back to day 0/7

 

Day 5/7

Pretty chill day.

I had a couple of urges today but nothing too crazy.

 

Day 5/7 is going to be completed shortly. I feel Happy and my mind is clear. Some of my worries are not bothering me anymore. I haven't had an erection pretty much this whole time but that is probably for the best because im restarting sexually. Just checking in. Lets do this boys, Positive energy!

 

Day 0/7 once again. I'm really disgusted with myself that I keep resetting so easily.

 

Yes, Come on Buddy.
We'll together Complete this 14-Days Challenge.
When we divide we fall, and when we unite we win

 

No Problem Brother. Atleast you're trying, Many people don't even try. That's Okay if you reset, that's the part of this journey. Actually, everyone sometime relapsed and then reset the counter. So, there's nothing to worry about. Just don't give up. You're doing good. We fellow fapstronauts are with you. Even The Higher Power of GOD is with us. You'll definitely win just believe my words and keep calm

 

Day 2

 

Day 0/7 again..

 

Check in

 

Hello Everyone
I just tried to sleep for last 3 hr and I failed end with porn and than masturbate.
What to say, feeling so bad for myself and thinking what I have become.
I tried almost 100 times now to end this cycle and complete this challenge.
I did that only once and now that is a distance memory.
I haven’t given up on trying but i end up with porn.
For me porn is real problem. It felt like a all my brain when need find ways to unlock the path to reach and i do it i just do it.
It’s become so disappointing for me.
Tonight I really tried give it all and when i done with all that
Here posting my thoughts and thinking, will I succeed if tried one more time.
Let’s try one more time
One more trime for a day one .
One more try to be better myself and cure this addiction.
Let’s try one more time
Day one log.

 

Day 6/7

I had a lot of urges today, a lot of which had me very very close to relapsing. I was procrastinating really badly today so I'm convinced that all of the idle time I had today was the reason I had so many strong urges. I literally didn't do any of my usual daily routine stuff until like 2pm (I woke up at 9am for context) and so I just told myself to get up and I went out on a walk to my local park and did my Japanese flashcards while I sat by a lake which was super super peaceful and bliss. But, the moment I got home I had urges again. I worked out because I was really struggling to just sit with these urges today, the urges were sort of going away but they lingered a bit for the entire work out. Luckily, my Mum came into the room and so I talk to her for a bit (not about the urges, just general conversation) which made the urge go away completely. I then showered which was really nice, but again the urge came back, I got really close to relapsing again but I watched some YouTube videos to distract me which, again, helped but the urge came back and, again, I nearly relapsed but I decided to go downstairs and I studied in the living room so I wasn't just sat on my own in my room. I then played a little of a new game I bought recently on Steam for the rest of the night.
I just need to actually do my routine instead of vegging out on YouTube and stuff. If I keep consistent in my activities my urges become very manageable.

 

Day 1/7 complete. Good exercise today, good time with friends.

 

Good vibes Coming