I need to get this off my chest. I am a zoophile. But I'm not into bestiality.

Look for HOCD symptoms and replace homosexual with animals and look if it fits to you.
OCD can really twist your mind. It was maybe anxiety what you felt

 

And for you op, it is one thing to be addicted to porn and it is one thing to feel attraction to animals. When you really felt no attraction for humans before and your were aroused by animals before porn, then this will probably not change with a reboot what doesn’t mean that you should not try it. Abstaining from porn is always a good thing.
In this case you should definitely go to a good therapist. This will help you the most.

 

I feel really bad for you reading it. Because I be honest. Zoophilia/bestiality has to me always been the most disgusting and vile fetish. For most it seems to be pedophilia or rape, but honestly I find this more disgusting.

However reading this shows to the human side to this. Like, I guess I never thought of what would go on in somebody's head who has this fetish. Of course you wouldn't want it. And you definitely hate it and think about it far more than I do. And I'm glad you never went through with it.

I guess my advice would be to do what everyone else here has to do. Avoid the virtual content that arouses you. And depending on what animals turn you on you may have to change the places you go. If your park has a dog park in it, then avoid that. If you friends have pets, don't visit them. If you have pets, get rid of them. And obviously, don't go to the zoo.

I wish you the best of luck and hope you get a normal human relationship soon.

 

hi... welcome ! i wanted to let you know that this forum is great for porn addiction recovery !

but as mentionned above, maybe at one moment you could talk to a psychologist or similar... they are bound by professionnal secret so that's good, they might usually be better at helping you making sense of what you are experiencing if you go to a good one and are willing to improve your life, you'll manage to find a way that works for you... usually for me a psychologist is great being able to discuss things under a perspective i was not percieving !

in our case it could be hard discussing fetishes (is that the right word sir ?)


meanwhile feel free to deal with your journey to "porn-free" here !

i believe in you !

 

I have watched furry porn before, but never bestiality porn. How can it be anxiety if I never watched bestiality porn before? I have these feelings for a while, but it seems like I have escalated, and without pornography! Has anyone experienced escalation without pornography before? I don't know if I will ever be able to get rid of this...

 

Yeah, I guess I could just be attracted to this stuff. I don't think I am really attracted to the genitalia features. I might be a zoo who is not into bestiality, like you. I will just have to not do anything with it and keep it to myself (until I get married maybe.) I guess I just need to be free from lust in general. It's nice to know that there are people who share the same experiences as me. If I told anyone I knew about this, they would probably judge me, even though I have never done anything bad.

 

This is not uncommon to experience urges for more taboo content during recovery.

 

You may be right as well. I might just be in the recovery process. I have been have really strong urges for orgasm recently. How long do you think it will take if I am just in the recovery process? How long do I have to wait to see if this is permanent or not?

 

Sending you strength, brother. I'm not sure how helpful this is. I remember that finding or looking at different types of girls killed a potential seedbed for a racial fetish in me. To add to another poster, a reboot of even 2 weeks has me thinking like a completely different person; I feel like a freaking CEO. Get there first, and then plot a course for life.