New Challenger

HI, I am new joinee..

Let me tell you something about me. I am shy and since from childhood I almost 6 I always indulge in Faping or edging as it gave me pleasure than being with people or family. Unknowingly this became my habit and I have done various other things which I dont want to say.

Basically I have faping since long time and now I am 25. Many times I tried to control this but in vain, I see less porn and that too I stopped completely a year ago. Most of the time I dont think any sexual thoughts nor I see any women with that though. The only reason I Fap is when I am alone and feel incomplete.


Every time I do I justify it saying its fine unless we are not having any sexual towards some lively women( mostly I think some imaginative noface women). But I observed the guilt which come from it, if it justified then I dont need to feel guilt. Also at workplace I am seeing a girl whom I like though I did not talk to her as I am bit nervous and shy. I found that this same guilt is causing fear and lack of confidence .

So I decided to remove this fear and be confidence and talk to the girl.

So I am starting this challenge and also slowly I am opening up to people to avoid being lonely.

I am going to Hard mode as I read , no porn( which I already left) and NoFap or edge.

Its been already 4 days last time I did , hopefully I continue being noFap days and look forward for a change in my life.