I LOST MY EMOTIONS !

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by TWO-FACE922, Sep 12, 2021.

  1. TWO-FACE922

    TWO-FACE922 Fapstronaut

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    HEY EVERYONE,
    I'M A 15 YEAR OLD TEENAGER,
    I HAVE BEEN DOING P.M.O (PORN --> MASTURBATION --> ORGASM) FROM 5 YEARS,
    AND I DID IT GO AT LEAST 4 TO 5 TIMES A DAY (ON A DAY I DID IT 7 TIMES ).
    THE THING IS THAT I HAVE STOPPED FEELING EMOTIONS,
    LAST NIGHT THERE WERE SOME GUYS TALKING REALLY BAD THINGS ABOUT MY CRUSH LIKE THEY WANNA HAVE.... AH I CAN'T SAY IT.
    AT THAT TIME I FELT NO ANGER AND THESE GUYS WERE ON REDDIT IN THE COMMENT SECTION OF A POST,
    BUT THAT INCIDENT WAS DISTURBING FOR ME THE WHOLE TIME AND EVEN NOW LIKE I HAVE DIFFICULTY CRYING AS I FEEL NO EMOTION BUT I THINK I'M ABOUT TO CRY BUT I FEEL NO ANGER.
    PLEASE HELP ME ,
    HAVE I COMPLETELY LOST MY FEELINGS OR HAVE I LOST THEM FOREVER AND CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK?
    PLEASE HELP ME BUDDIES THAT INCIDENT IS BOTH HURTING ME AND NOT HURTING ME,
    I HAVE NO EMOTIONS,
    SHOULD I KILL MYSELF?
    I'M SURE AS HELL THAT THIS LOSS OF EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS IS BECAUSE OF P.M.O (Porn --> Masturbation --> Orgasm),
    I'M CURRENTLY ON DAY 1 OF MY NOFAP,
    NOW I'VE ALSO STARTED THINKING THAT, I DON'T DESERVE HER BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING,
    AND BLODDY HELL I STARTED FEELING HORNY AFTER READING THOSE COMMENTS.
    WHAT IS THIS?
    I'M REALLY NOT THIS PERSON PLEASE PLEASE PLLLLLEEAAASSSSEEE FOR GODSAKE GUIDE ME.
    I'M NOT A PERVERT,
    I REALLY DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE.
    PLEASE HELP ME I BEG YOU ALL !
     
  2. Nugget9

    Nugget9 Fapstronaut

    It sucks. I have trouble everyday with my mental emotions, and I think a lot was due to PMO. I'm doing incredible but it's still a struggle. Don't kill yourself, just take a deep breath and take a walk or do other things. One thing at a time, one day at a time. Step by step. It take willpower and want but you are so young and can have an awesome life.
     
  3. TWO-FACE922

    TWO-FACE922 Fapstronaut

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    Hi mate,
    Thank you soo much for comforting me, your help means alot.
    Have a great day,
    Thank you.
     
  4. DohnJoe

    DohnJoe Fapstronaut

    I think you need to sort out all of your thoughts in a collected manner and start a journal on here in the appropriate forum. It seems like there is a lot going on with you because this post was all over the place. There is no reason for you even thinking about killing yourself. What if your crush actually likes you? You would never know, and I'm sure you taking your own life would make her feel terrible if she did like you. Don't kill yourself, bro. I think you need to understand that at your age, your hormones are all out of whack. That's part of becoming a man. Everyone is affected differently by this, but typically your sex drive and horniness will be extremely high. You are not less than anyone else because of this, bud. Its natural. As far as not feeling any emotions, I also went through this for probably a year or so. My girlfriend at the time did as well. I felt like a robot. I rarely cried, even if I felt like I was supposed to be sad. Sometimes when somebody said something funny (and I knew it was funny) I wouldn't laugh. Its like I couldn't. My mood was so monotonous and it seemed so unhealthy to me. I would suggest you try to go to church (if you don't already) and see if you can find any youth groups where you can open up about how you feel. Or maybe you could talk to a youth pastor? What your going through, I think, is a natural thing for teenagers. Don't put yourself down over this. You need to focus on being the best you that you can be. Just don't be so down on yourself because things will always get better
     
  5. TWO-FACE922

    TWO-FACE922 Fapstronaut

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    Thank you soo much dude for guiding me.
    I never knew that this is natural,
    Thank you sooooo much my friend, you know I'm almost crying bro you almost gave me an adrenaline rush like I now feel that I shouldn't kill myself.
    Thank you sooooo much mate.
    Have a great day.
     

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