I feel ashamed for being attracted to fat women.

Ever since I was 9 years old I was attracted to fat women [This was not porn induced] I was at a party with my family and I saw a fat woman who I thought was very attractive yet I spent years trying to keep this "desire" hidden especially from my mother who claims to be progressive and forward thinking but she was (and still is) very disrespectful to fat women. I thought this "desire" of mine would help me be rebellious for being attracted to the very fat women she hated. I tried for many years to keep this a secret from everybody I knew both friends and relatives. But NoFap has made me comfortable opening up about my struggles I even recently asked fellow NoFap Users if there were any good places to meet fat women but all I got was troll information Like McDonald's or fat acceptance seminars. Some of the information I feel like I brought on myself because of my tendency to be very shy around women or just overthinking. Now I just feel ashamed for being attracted to fat women I should've just kept a lid on my desires to be with one. Because the one dude that was comfortable talking to me about this stopped talking to me. I should've just tried to get rid of my shyness around women and settle for a skinnier girl that doesn't excite me as much as a fat woman does. Why did I have to be attracted to Fat women in the first place? Why couldn't I just be a Normal guy that's interested in skinner women? I feel like a complete moron for trying to sort this out. I will not blame other users for this state of mind because I only have myself to blame for dragging myself into this mess.

 

Chubby and Plus size.

 

As a woman, I would say there’s nothing wrong with liking a particular body type! You’re a man and your attraction is very natural!

 

I also like tall skinny girls as well, and fat women It's not that I'm desperate and have low standards I just don't really have a type and open to many types of women.

 

I don't think there is anything wrong with your desire and what you like. As you noted it is not porn induced and that to me is the key thing. It's just something you've always liked. No one call tell you what you like is wrong.

 

No, My parents don't even know about it.