Attracted to my sister

title really explains it, been watching P related content that's all incest and crap, probably a fetish. Yeah idk, is it normal to be attracted to a sibling that's clearly attractive or is it extremely perverse and am i just warped?
EDIT: While i said i regret not recording her in the shower i had woken up from a s*x dream and was unbelievably horny so take that into account, i don't regret it when i have a clear head.

 

yeah, idk if I'm 2 weeks in or so but in 2 days I'll be getting a gym membership to just quit being lazy really, yeah i know I'm badly preferred, hell at one point i was going to record her in the shower, could've done it too, for like a month or two it was an option, never did tho which i regret but it's one of those "once you cross that line" type of things. P evidently damages the brain, i just wonder if I'll ever be healed in the head.

 

yeah ik, bad isn't it, this was a couple of months ago however. I'm not proud of it, this coupled with my misery of living and other fetishes is why i want to quit. Btw I'm only being honest here because who could i realistically talk to about this? This is borderline a rapists mentality right? If i cant talk to anyone about this then I'm just internalising everything. Judge me as you like bit you should remember.

you. Are. Here. Too. So you along with porn must have things you're not proud of doing because of this addiction.

look at it this way, I've seen posts and threads of people saying they're attracted to 13-14 year olds, go and judge them as that's evidently alot worse.

 

thanks, idk if I'm 2 weeks w/o P but i didn't exactly start timing it. And you're right. My P addicted brain was definitely screaming fir the "next level" i cant even say it was much morality tho, the fear of getting caught and the repercussions is mostly what stopped me. I just fear if i don't stop this addiction I'll be a rapist and c'mon, where's that leading me to? 15 years prison, shunned in life and a possible target on my head. I want a future for myself that's based on happiness in the real world, not my twisted fantasy world.

 

yeah none of it is good, funnily enough my neighbour (who left now) has said he'd fuck her if she wasn't so young (she was 18 at the time) anyway, while he and my brother were out he noticed my sister and asked my brother if he would fuck her, and my brother who didn't know it was my sister basically said yeah, haha. then he realised after it was her. So i think attraction to siblings is normal you're just not meant to act on it.

my bro has a relationship now and 2 kids (not his) that he looks after.

 

tbh being in the same room as her isn't even a problem. She's just evidently attractive, i don't deny it because I'm logically minded, it's true she's attractive so it's just an identifiable fact. Tbh tho we are talking over the internet so we will assume more the less we know.

 

just generally attractive, nice face, good body. I mean what do u mean when you say attractive?

 

why do i keep looking at her like that? Did you read the posts? Porn addiction and fetishes created by the addiction have twisted my thinking and sexuality. I see you're female so I'm assuming you understand less of what pmo does to men.

I've seen threads of men who like to be dominated, some think they're women, transgender and all that and others admit attraction to 13/14 yr olds. As a woman i don't think you fully understand it from us men's pov.

btw to me her personality is fairly crap, she's just so basic, nails, makeup the typical crap.

 

I'm not trying to normalise it at all, you've got it twisted. Why else would I post this thread? I didn't have to admit this and ik its wrong. The others have made good points and I respect their facts, you just seem to be antagonising the situation. You asked me attractive how and I responded truthfully.
if you think I'm trying to justify attraction to my sister you're wrong, simple as that, why else would I be quitting porn?

 

agreed I KNOW she's attractive, that's a simple undeniable fact. My neighbour pointed it out, my nan says she's a good looking girl and I agree, simple undeniable fact. Like ice said. The being attracted to her is the problem. Ffs its not like a crush or anything its just attraction.