Brian is getting there

Hey so I been trying NoFap for a while now I keep resetting and eventually relapse this is my 3rd cycle of the 90 days just got to 60 days I’m having erections sooner then all the other reboot periods! Had a long flatline time this time around. But I feel my brain really healing from my addiction getting more random regular erections whether semi or full hard erection. Getting more erections looking at real women during the day made me feel like I was in midddle school again lol haven’t been but I’ve really got intuned with this self improvement path I’m on and have a lot of self control pushing to go 180 days and so on to a year and more just my wanted to log my progression

 

I get morning wood sometimes not all the time but they are not really hard erections get random erections sometimes real hard and most of the time like semi but still feel like I’m flatlining

 

But my first erection was with in a month before I would have to go hard mode for a whole 90 days or close before first erection PIED is showing real improvement just really scared to fail with an actual female thinking about going with escort a couple times with pill to get over performance anxiety and then one time without one to get that confidence that my buddy won’t fail I have a girl that would help me rewire but not really attracted to her but she keeps inviting me to her house for some fun time she really wants me just doesn’t know I suffer from pied