Accountability for All

Day 8 checking in

 

Clean today.

Some systems are working well in my life, others not so much. I am still in the ‘building’ stage of such systems.

Overall it’s going well.
How are you?
Are you getting better every day? Even just a bit?

 

Day 3 after the relapse. Fighting with my thoughts and also trying to focus on my study, I am getting really distracted but it's okay I will fight.

 

Day 1

slipped up after 7 days. Actually, not that upset about it. I was stressed and could see where it was heading. I watched ~10 minutes of porn and had surprisingly little desire to keep watching. Though I did slip up, that's a massive change from what wuold have happened even as recently as a month ago. I feel more in control and I can sense my triggers (stress and environment) much better. I'd love to get 90 days on my first or second try, but I'm not obsessing over an arbitrary number. This isn't an all or nothing thing. I don't want to hit 90 days and then binge because I earned it, or some shit like that (idk if that would happen but just an idea). It's okay if I fuck up as long as I own up to it and keep going in the right direction. I'm proud of every day, of what I've learned and of where I'm heading. Onward we go, boys!

 

15 days
Made it to elite warrior in the super saiyan challenge
Easy day for me, urges are severely weak and less consistent sounds like a great time to cultivate vigilance. Those fap demons be jumping out of the shadows at the worst times. Happy halloween in advance.

 

Day 3 (I think): Done. Today I created a wallpaper (on canva.com) for my laptop with all the reasons why I want to quit porn, I hope that helps.

I'll hit my goal of 7 days without losing my current progress!!

 

It so true
I'm so agree with you. We must focus to our system.
For me, I divide based on time frame. Morning Ritual, Afternoon Ritual and Night Ritual.
And active in this forum is also one of my system. It help so much

Keep strong
Have faith
Focus On Your System

 

Day 154 in the books!!!! Finished reading The Mark of Athena

 

Day 12 to turn into 13 soon.

 

Day 8 - Checking In
Finished Reading Man's search for meaning - Viktor E Frankl

 

relapsed after 18 days

 

Day 35.
Maybe I should read something interesting.

 

Day 34!

 

Day 10, posting up, not today.

 

Day 4 done. It was nice today I was able to focus myself on study and work, and completed my today's tasks. But still need more focus and also need to fight with anxiety. There is a very long way to go.

 

Clean today.

Takecare y’all.

 

Day 16
Burning some sage, rough day at work.

 

Day 155 in the books!!!

 

What happen?
Wanna share it?

Rise again
Be strong
Have faith
Focus on your system

 

Day 4: Today was amazing, and I fucking love not to watch porn and have urgers.

I'll hit my goal of 7 days without losing my current progress!!!