The Jedi Temple (open)

if porn popped up can you say you relapsed ? it was not you but the web browser !

 

day 29,

feeling lonely when i woke up at 5:20AM

did my workout
3x9 pushups
6x10 abs
3x10 lifting 10kg of water each arm

sorting my resumes i have in disorder, some things needs to be put in order !

 

514 days no PMO, semen retention

I had sex yesterday, it's been 3 months since the last time. Poor girl I had no mercy haha. I'm feeling with an extra boost of energy, that is the good thing of sex the extra energy. I just woke up and saw a girl a beautiful fitness girl texted me when are we having sex. It is a bit tempting only because of the extra energy. But that is greedines, I got my fair share. Also I'm a loyal man.

 

Day 6

 

3/107 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

day 80- jedi master

 

Day 119 - Jedi Council Member

 

Day 0 - Youngling

Didn't do my day rehearsal, paid the price.

 

Day 11

 

515 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Made it to 7, but back to 0

 

Yeah but I was on that site for like 4-5 mins. So staying there was my choice ig.
So i relapsed. But I didn't fap, thats good.

 

Hello all, would like to join in rank 0 here! lets fight it!

 

4/106 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

day 30 ! i am officially a jedi !

i have walked outside for most of the day, i had no time to workout.
i learned i girl i liked had a boyfriend (LOL) too bad, she's not responsible for my anger. i feel fine now, but even though i knew i had to let go if necessary, i felt kinda horrible. it felt right, but i felt bad.

my goal is not to have a girlfriend, even though it motivates me. my goal is to be able to. i am not. i have not been reliable for long enough to handle the coexistence with another human being at an intimate level.
BUT
what i can do is train my tolerance, for this rejection.

may the Force be with you !

 

Day 120 - Jedi Council Member

 

day 81- jedi master

 

I have not slipped up since asking to join let me just say Day 1 though new week here I come!

 

Oh my goodness I hope you didn't hurt her!

 

Day 121 - Jedi Council Member