Hello, Hoping to start my new life. I'm sick of this filthy addiction. I managed 10 days recently only to fall into a 4 day crash. Not good enough. If I start now I will complete 90 days by Christmas. It will be hard but worth it. Wish you all luck whatever stage your at in your journey.
Yeah, recovery is not a linear process ... Congratulations on 10 days, that is what you need to remind yourself of: It is possible, you can do it. The 4 day crash ... well yes, that's not helpful But you seem to be determined, that is great. Christmas is soon. Take it step by step, one day at a time. Always stay sober and clean for one day only. And the gift you get at Christmas will be awesome. Stay strong, keep going, keep growing.