35 and Older Accountability Group

Starting fresh again. I want to break free. Making a goal to reach 90 days on the way to forever.

No need for a rollercoaster and getting mad but it seems so silly. I had some more triggers I needed to unwind to see the lies on, but now after a couple years I basically see PM as stupid and self destructive with no good excuse to do it.

That thought has scared me on some level that I might actually quit so now it's become it's own thing. Such a dumb addiction lol.

I'm considering hanging some small motivational quotes and pictures that won't mean anything to anyone else. I just need to remember the monsters want to be fed and I don't want to feed them. It's like a never ending circle but it will be broken.

1/2 way through day 1.

 

Please remove me from the waiting list. I got accepted to the other group. Thanks!

 

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

 

Another restart.

 

Checking in. Recent temptations stemming from a few social events and some work-related stress. Was able to fight these off by taking time away and focusing on improving overall health along with meditation. Another personal reminder to always stay focused and vigilant.

Enjoy the rest of your weekend, gentlemen.

 

1/2 way through day 2.

 

Yesterday I relapsed
I really hate weekend
I feel so bad and so sad

Day 1 - Checking In

 

Forgive yourself and begin again! Let's pledge not to act out the remaining days of this month!

 

Hi - can I join the group please? I have read the rules and would like to join. On day one….

 

Another reset for me. Getting started can be difficult, trying again this week

 

Checking in.

 

Blah! Just let myself down again, oh well, just keep swimming, just keep swimming…

 

Day 2 - Checking In
Rise again

 

Yeah
I will rise again
Keep it clean for the rest remaining days of this month

 

Great thanks - how do I activate the counter?

 

Ok I think I’ve just worked out how to do the counter. I didn’t see it on the mobile version of the webpage! I’ll make this day one and start again.

 

Failed today