Graduated with Honors !!! I'm an MBA Graduate Now!

I did it! I finally did it!

I graduated after years of studies it's finally over, This a Gift to my Lovely Father and Mother - God rest their souls!

Thanks to eveyone who was following me in my journey since the begining!

I did a lots of Pomodoro to study hard, I worked day and night for this.

I also finished a year of NOFAP as of now, But I missed up during Day 326 I belive due to the influence of my uncle...

28 years old with an Master degree in Finance and two other bachelor degrees!

It was a good journey in here from the start! Thanks a lot!

 

I fucked up during the 320 days... I'll replay the whole NOFAP Journey from zero again! I went through Fapping and P not gonna lie...

I fucked up I really did, I don't live in the Western World. - I live in a conservative area were sex is a taboo... There is no Girlfriend thing in here, all women wants is a husband someone to marry and stay put with, I can't get married to someone for many reasons including the part were it's only about sex....

My uncle has fucked up my mind with his offer... Nobody could influence me apart from my own blood, their influence and mockery really hits hard.

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I haven't planned anything yet, but I'll do in a few weeks from now!

I'll get a career in Finance and Focus on becoming a Millionaire at all costs maybe than this Frustration of Virginity will end...

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Sex is not easy in here due to Islamic Rules and Pressure... So if virginity means the first time I had virtual sex or fantasies about it, well that's a really really long time ago! I lost it around age 15 -16 I guess... When did I masterbate the first time ? well that's when I was 12 years old!

I finished almost a year of NOFAP, but I made the choice to going back to the old habit to relief myself, I know but it feels good to confess...

Even if i did NOFAP for 3 years straight, there is no go after real women in here! even if I became extremely muscled and god knows what, it will remain the same!
To put it in simple words even Leonardo DiCaprio in his prime would find difficulties getting laid in here, so the only way to release the pressure is through M that would lead to PMO.

Did NoFAP Help ?

Yes it did, I'll be doing it again for a year or so until hitting my next goal - the majority of the months of each year i'll be on NOFAP.


I'm sorry I brought shame to myself and to this wonderful community and to everyone who looked high on me.

 

Thanks for your reply, I appreciated it!

He fucking offered a goddamn young hot prostitute to stay with me in his villa for 3 days i. Row, And I rejected it immediatly due to being on NOFAP for over 300 days plus back than.


My rejection created an Intense Fight between me and him, Now I can feel the regret going doing deep my bone! It's the hot chick I missed that feel regret about!

Utimately all of that lead to my failure gradually in NoFap... The Regret, and the fact of being a virgin after a crazy offer...

 

I was supposed to have a PhD if a had a little more luck....

Is it uncommon to have 3 degrees by 28 years old ?

I had a 4th one but it's from Marial Art Natiobal University of my country - It's a Brown Belt I had in Kickboxing Muay Thai at 23 years old, I stopped my intense training due to studies in different areas, I could've gone for the black.

 

You seem like a nice friend, I would love to have more conversation with you.

My thing is that :

My Father and both my grand fathers were all married at young age... My Father got married at 14 years old, my grand father at 14 years old and my maternal grand father at 16 years old.

They experienced what nature offred them at the right at once they had puberty!

Today us, I believe we are living far from what nature is supposed to be 28 years old and a virgin quiet unnormal...

Plus the fact that Testosteroid is decreasing year by year as we age, by the time we will have our first love we will probably not be able to satisfy her and our selves...

These are my fears, But anyhow ~ Porn Remains something bad if you want to succeed! But if you have no goal no aim in life it's good to chase it!
And if you are already a rich person and already wealthy, I'll say it frankly it's okay to have prostitutes ~ Luxury ones!
But if you are broke like us and still building yourself, Oh Boy! You better erase that shit from your mind!

 

Thanks a lot!

Thanks to you for replying!

 

I hope so! ~ Thanks for your advice!

The Sex part... ....

When they create my character in this simulation:

Educational Level: Above Average
Sex Life: Don't Exist
Relationship: Don't Exist
Sex Gender: Incel / Forever Alone!
Last time when to a date with a girl: Never Happend.

Haha! I'll start a new NOFAP Year in about a few days from now.

 

This has happend two years ago... Thanks for your positive advice.
Sadlly my parents during that time of my graduation, they weren't with us here anymore they already have been gone to heaven, may God Rest their Souls...

Thank you so much my friend.