Story Of A 17 Y/O. The new "me" begins now.

Hello everyone. My name is Doru and I am a 17 years old dude. I've been fapping to porn ever since I was 11-12 every single /fucking/ day. I tried quitting before, but I just wasn't motivated enough and I would relapse. This is probably why I was always a shy person without any confidence that never had a girlfriend. I'm not that shy nowadays even with PMOing, but still, I think I can improve myself if I stop. I got into porn at the age of 11 I think thru a "friend" that was 13 or 14 and he taught me everything. I wish I never met that person. At the moment I believe I am extremely desensitized, if I had to fuck a girl I don't think I would be able to, and this is what I want to change. I don't wan't broken hearts, broken relationships and so on. I don't want to be a failure of my gender. I know deep deep down it's the time to make a change, no more relapses, no more failures. I am so determined at the moment that I just want to go out there and scream from the top of my lungs "NO MORE FAPPING, FUCK YOU PORN FUCK YOU PORNNNN!". I swear I never felt more determined for anything else in my life. It's the time guys, it's time..... I am determined to not masturbate for 30 days and see the improvements. I know I am determined to not watch porn for the rest of my life, but I'll see after 30 days how often should I masturbate. Bear with me brothers!