600 days still struggling

Difícil situación ... me imagino q normalmente uno siempre tenderá a mirar al sexo opuesto de forma muy distinta a mismo sexo....

 

Sounds like you putting women on a pedestal. You feel like deep down you don't deserve them?

It could help to take this step by step. Learning how to engage with women in a non-sexual way first and progress from there.
Try to challenge yourself everyday. Say, on day one you try to publicly look a woman in the eyes for a few seconds. Maybe in the bus or whatever. Try that a few times and then try to make a compliment or a random joke to a woman you met. And so on...got the idea?

I know it sounds a bit creepy at first. But in the end you will learn how to act normal in the company of women. To the point where it feels normal for you and you don't have to think about it.

Hope this helps! Congrats on your 600 days, as well! You got this!

 

For 600 days without PMO you are already radiant with energy. I wouldn't say you experience anxiety. In fact I think you are mistaking your anxiety with arousal from women. It is completely natural to be aroused when you talk to a woman or have sexual thoughts. In fact aiming to remove that is what I don't believe is healthy because you are biologically wired to want and desire women. Also it is not that you don't have any sex drive - I believe you subconsciously put restraints on you! You got so hard into NoFap that you forgot what life is all about. You were so scared about your addictions that you somehow rewired your biological neuropathways to put you in sterile mode. You already won the game of NoFap now you just need to chill and relax (no need for PMO I mean to relax your brain and mental blockage you put on yourself). Sexual urge will come on its own and once you find a woman just let the natural brain juices kick in.

 

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I know what you're going through man. I'm unable to have sex nor look at explicit contents. Brain cannot bear it. Any little orgasm send me further n deeper in the reboot. Even my penis is broken and lifeless. Look like blood don't even go in my pelvis area.

 

If you can’t concede what @WildEntheology has said is true you need to see a neurologist. Either he is right or you are beyond the help of this board.

 

I don't think that ever recedes while men are young. You either learn to control it or it controls you.

 

People taking 2+ years to recover isn't unheard of so hang in there. Try to exercise if you can.

 

SUN BATHING, COLD SHOWERS, GOOD SLEEP, EATING FOODS THAT CAN BOOST TESTOTERONE MAY HELP MANAGE YOUR SYMPTOMS BETTER.